--- wHy iS mY LiFe sO mIsErAbLe? ---

2009-12-14T19:51:00.002+08:00

i screwed java today.. i dunu what happen to me.. i feeling all nervous.. hand shaking... i keep telling myself come on this is a test not exam why are you nervous for? But in the end... :( i still did mistakes.. and a major one... haii... Kiss my A(s) good bye...dun think can get one though... :(((

2009-11-30T20:32:00.002+08:00

i am really tired! tired with studies. my math test was below my expectations. I was distracted... i freaking hate it when something affects my studies especially when comes to test or exam...

is there anybody i can look for or a shoulder to lie or cry on whenever i need them. I am really darn tired...

2009-09-22T22:41:00.003+08:00

i am scared really scared.. in another 8 hours exams result i out..

negative thoughts running thru my mind. what if i fail? i dun wanna retake the module.. i hate retaking.

what if my GPA is not at least 3.5? the next few exams how am i Gonna improve my GPA? is my GPA Gonna drop or go up?

i never had this tots before... this is the 1st time... i am losing confidence in myself.. in my studies..i really tried my best and studied real hard... though i did my v best.. but the marks that i am gonna have is the marker..

2009-06-17T02:27:00.002+08:00

worked at pc show from fri to sun.. it was the most tiring and unsucessful one... i keep on talking like shit and yet most of the customers having fun making fun of me!

fri sold one! sat sold 4! sun sold 6! but guess what? sun i didn't count on myself like what I did during the previous IT show... cuz most of them wanted freebies! AND want good graphic card like ATI, big hard disk space and ram within below 1000?!

keep wanting discount this n that.. I broke down on the last day of PC show. cuz i couldn't even sell one when the time is already 5+.. i keep talking keep shouting for customers n begging customers to buy from me..

even the PC show ended some customers will still be running in. I didn't even think of resting but just continue..

probably won't be working for the next IT show till economics picks up..

thanks for helping me during the last day of IT show! =)))

2009-06-05T17:51:00.002+08:00

today is like wth... i was kena caught by lee siew lee for improper attire.. is like poly can wear home clothes but is like this cannot wear that cannot wear.. then u expect us to wear shirt and jeans for 3 years??? i dunu but i feel maybe our class is too noisy we always talk back to her during math lesson when she do mistakes, so this is the time to taker her revenge?

dun wanna talk abt it... i was damn pissed!

2009-06-04T21:28:00.002+08:00

haven't been blogging.. cuz busy busy busy... i have been spending too much time on my jap... well, next week will be full of test... next week i have web app test and project, programming essential test, jap oral... is killing me.. i stayed up till abt 3 plus to study my math. i noe i am crazy... but is like the previous paper i had.. didn't do well at all.. yes i pass.. but so what? the marks is not what i expected to be.. due to? time management...

today math quiz was like -.-... most of us didn't do well though.. i juz pass... 5/10 ques.. highest i saw was 7? i guess... n yeap... i did well for my programming essential n ess IT though... ^^.. poly life is not easy... within my ability i can't fight with those express ppl.. they r like.. wow! kk shall stop here then... tata

2009-05-09T00:34:00.002+08:00

0.0 its been long since i update... my jap totally can't make it...!!! i am memorizing till crazy... oral test all bombing towards me...

math teacher wise... i only can say she is juz so freaking **** up... is like she needs the whole thing step by step instead of doing short cut... n there is always MISTAKES in her math questions... n yet she still ask us to do? she juz said "though the questions are wrong but still can try..." n she is talking like one shooting gun during tutorial as well... n expect us to understand what she says...

the rest r still all right i guess....

i got math test next week... n hopefully i can do the STEPS right...

n today got foregin bodies audition.. n i juz ran halfway cuz i know i sure can't get in de... is like so difficult... really... they wan us to do body wave... baby said i can do but i dun think i can... is like my body just don't condinate...

i can't keep up with the pace... so i juz gave up halfway... i now left nyaa and community service club as my cca... haii...

i going to slp now.. tml got grp studies...

thanks for all the concerns today... regradless is it on phone or face to face... thank you so much... =)))

2009-03-25T00:01:00.002+08:00

wa! damn pissed... i did some changes to my blog skin... n my com juz hang! tml then do... argh!

anw... i didnt manage to get in poly... so yea... i went to appeal... if still not sucessful i will just go higher nitec instead.. though is a waste of time... but i got no choice... haii~

nth to blog today...

so ended~

2009-02-15T22:36:00.002+08:00

yesterday was the last day of my volunteer service... =)... it was a sweaty day for me... i woke up at 6am... bath and have a quick bite of my breakfast... reach there on time... of course my father drive me there... =D...

it was really early as they claim that the elderly will wake up real early... after that we took 135 to circuit road to pick the eldery up... (ohh these elderly stayed in a 1 room flat...) and we took a "shutter" bus to china town... our job was to interact with them... and hold them when they are crossing the road, climbing the stairs and etc... when i was in the bus... the elderly i was in charge with is super quiet... i didnt talk to her for the whole journey... cuz i dunu how to start a topic... =(... anw bought them to have porridge for breakfast... interact with them... zhi yong ask abt their children... n i can c that their faces change immediately... they felt sad and unhappy abt it... as it is a sensitive question to them... haii... and we gave out part of the non-slip slippers to them... after it we walk ard china town...

some of them felt tired easily as the weather is hot... so half way thru we bought them to the near by hawker center to sit n have a drink... i was so tired cuz i didnt slp for the whole day... couldnt get to slp... then i wanted to have ice milo to give me energy... but someone took it away... =@... i drank ice milk tea instead... after resting we cont our journey...

hmmm.. about 1 plus we need to bring the elderly back to their home... seeing their smiling faces and enjoying themselves makes me feels happy to... ^^... after they went home we still need to go door to door n give out the slippers to the elderly... jan told us that there was one senerio last time that one volunteer was being chased by a mad guy... i was like 0.0... gosh! anw... me and jia xin went up to the 9th floor to give out... we was like @_@... the alley was really scary... we saw some doors are being splashed by red paint... saw some ah beng and such...

when we finish delivery and wanted to get in the lift... this guy was coming out from his house... and we were like oh no... jia xin and me faster get in the lift and press DC... but the lift was so slow... the guy manage to get in the same lift with us... but gladly nth happen... phew...

i felt that they r more looking forward to foods instead... and some of them saw us going to give out something and they were there asking whether do they have a share and such... even roses they want also... the moment i c the senerio... i felt that we r really forturnate... of course every family got their own problems too... we really muz treasure what we have...

anw... i am of course looking forward doing volunteer service with the SECDC again... ^^... happy to mit all of u... =)))

i shall cont my post tml... there r more to come... ^^

2009-01-27T02:35:00.002+08:00

me and him really cant get along... our suituation is juz like my parents... fighting over something small and make it into a big one...

his attitude really sux this few days... he noes i got a bad temper and yet he juz like talk back to me in a bad attitude way which makes things even worst...

that time i drag him out to help me choose cny clothes... i got my black dress and i am finding a short jacket that can go with my black dress... and he chose white... my father is super traditional so i am afraid that he wuld mind that i am wearing white plus black during cny...

and guess what he fucking say to me: u cont like that i go home ar i tell u...

make my whole shopping mood into a disaster...

is like the longer we got together the mre we cant get along...

is really exactly like my parents...

i only can say...

I HATE HIM!

i noe he bought me lots of ex gift... like during our 1 year 3 mths anni... he suddenly gave me a necklace frm chomel... but relationship is not abt what gifts u give to each other... is abt attitude... is abt giving in... if we cant change some part of our attitude we have to tolerate...

like my bad temper he always got ways to tolerate them... UNLESS he is sick! i tell u when he is sick his temper is even worst than a ox...

i juz said when u r tired u juz dunu how to hong ppl...

his reply was: fancy knowing i am sick still wan me to hong u...

wtf!

so next time i am sick yr mood not really good i also dun hong u luhs ok...

i am sick...

and he is busy

equals to

no concern frm him...

do u c how sucky he is right now...

i juz gonna say...

i dunu whether shuld i cont...

ever since i am with him... even my public holidays cant celebrate in a happy way...

well,

he juz dun feel anything unless he got the taste of it...

like.. he is playing game i am down there doing nth... he wont feel a thing...

today... i didnt really bother him on the phone... and he keep complaining that he was bored... so i juz said: so do u noe how i felt last time when u did this to me?

till now... i still dun have the sure feeling i gonna be with this guy for the rest of my life...

i am afraid our marriage life wuld be even worst than this...

after a long relationship... sometimes his attitude really make me feel like slapping his fucking face...

get the fact right is that relationship is not abt gifts is abt how well u treat yr other half...

char wise... seriously... yr char sometimes really sux to the core...

i noe i sux too... cuz of my temper... but at least i admit it...

whenever we quarrel u wanna show yr power and no matter what u juz dun give in...

whatever shit...

u really sux ok...

i dunu y did i even accepted yr patch... probably i was blind... or probably i dunu u well enough...

relationship really sux... GUYS ALL SUX!

1st few mths... awww... so sweet... dear this dear that... like super glue like that cannot leave each other embrace....

after a while... plz luhs yr attitude really sux can.. and bla bla bla... all those "cat fight" comes out... true colors show out... nvr mit for a long time also nvrm de... cuz alrdy sian le...

GUYS R ALL THE SAME! THEY SUX! GOOD GUYS ALL EXTINCT ALRDY!

2009-01-02T23:10:00.002+08:00

anw... yest... went to celeb baby's advance bday... which cost me a bomb... cant compare the price he paid my ds as my bday present...

went bakerzin which sock hui recommended me... we went to vivo!

she actually ask me to buy a cake to surprise him... but i was thinking since we r out i treat him instead... he paid for the drinks... i paid for the food plus cake...

once in a year... well, i tot that since he culd wrk so freaking hard... juz to buy me a DS and his bro a psp... i ought to treat him something good for his bday as well...

hmmm... sock hui got the same tot as baby... since a girl also think that way... i got no words to say right... i shuld listen instead...

but joyce got the same tot as me... lol... but i did some thinking like the way he treat me... the way he culd spent his money on me when he culd pamper himself with the money he earn... so i followed sock hui's tot...

anw... after eating we walk walk walk... after that home sweet home... baby stayed at my hse for the night... slept at 3 plus cuz he got mfb meeting the next day... which kinda spoils my mood...

i woke him up at 8am... and he went back to slp till 9 plus... yes... he was late... -.-...

he rushed and stuff... i went back to my la la land... woke up at abt 3 plus... lol yes... i am a pig...

bathed... ate... waited for him to come... he suppose to finish at 2 to 3 plus... in the end it ended at 6... haii.. sian... he came here... the time is alrdy 7 plus le... sian... he ate dinner at my hse...

he left at abt 10pm...

tml... i following him to paya lebar to help out... hees...

but gotta wake up early... =(((

haii now still no news of job... tml... probably doing sales for the time being le... till march ba... then if can get in poly jiu go into april intake... if i am not rong... dunu they wanna employ ppl who only wrk till end of march...

this year is a year that makes me super worried... if u read the news... they said this year having servere recession... haii... super scared can... the economic is like so bad until this kind of state...

anw. i watch yu le bai fen bai on the 29th... and i totally agree with what luo zhi xiang said...

he said during courtship the guys wuld be v romantic, ti tie and such... even if the girl v ren xin he will still find her v cute... then if the girl wuld to complain that she felt neglected and such... the guy wuld pei her no matter what... but after being together for long... they guy wuld like change into another person... if the girl wuld to complain y u always pei yr frens nvr pei me... then the guy wuld i reply i wanna pei my frens cannot izzit...

yea... something like that... whatever it is i totally agree luhs...

sometimes i juz hate baby's char.. sometimes he like v xiao zhang.. i dun like it... like wanna smack his face kinda feeling lor...

whatever... i going off le...

PS baby better treat me better... if not u shuld noe what i am gonna do to u... *evil laugh*

2008-12-28T00:42:00.005+08:00

baby said something today that make me v disappointed...

well, i wanna make something for his bday to give him a surprise... but he is a quick witted guy who knew what i was gonna give him... but he said that if valentine he will feel sweet and such but for bday he felt kinda not really sincere... i even search a lot of web and videos to learn how to make... i even slept late cuz of it... as my art isnt good... i failed a lot of time... and in the end i went to learn something else...

he said he bought me a ds and yet i only make something for him...

i was totally disappointed... muz u mind that so much?

u think abt how many jobs u gotta take in order to buy me one? n me? i dun even have a job yet... and he said i wasnt like really efficient to really go and find one...

well, at that moment i almost juz wanna slap him and walk off... but i didnt...

like sock hui she did chip in but all she wan for her bday is juz a elmo which is a simple wish from her...

though we bought something else and she is kinda disappointed...

but still she didnt ask mre like u did...

is the price of the gift really so impt to u?

like during our anni u gave me a small card... i was happy... i even keep it in my bag and took out to read sometimes... i felt sweet and love...

y cant u feel the same?

y u juz cant b like last time.. small little things i do for u... u will feel touch and sweet?

is it every couple will b like that? after long time together will ask for mre frm each other?

i noe i didnt do much for u... but u like always giving me expensive gift or juz a small gift and such... but u is u... u got wrk i dun have ok...

for example i buy u a psp then u muz buy me a DS luhs.. izzit?

todays incident really make me feel super disappointed in u...

it makes me feel mre hard to make u happy...

mre things to think to make u happy...

makes me feel like u r a change person...

makes me doubt on u... whether r u the right person for me...

y is it so difficult? y cant we juz be together happily... without minding what we r giving each other for bday valentine and such... juz simply be together in each other embrace and felt love, sweet and happy...

y u juz wan mre and mre frm me... baby... there is a limit to the things i can do... dun go too far... i cant take it...

i nvr stress u that u muz give me this n that...

the DS things... if i juz dun care abt u... i wouldnt even bother to say: baby, i dun wan DS le... i dun wan to c u wrk so hard... makes me feel v xin tong and such... i wouldnt tell joyce abt how i feel...

i cried hard that day is cuz i dunu y muz u think this way after we patch on that particular day...

plz baby... dun add to my burden and always make me think of what to do to make u happy...

i am juz super disappointed with u on what u told me today... i dunu all right...

dun b offended but i juz felt u r kinda too much today...

2008-12-25T00:11:00.003+08:00

ahh... really not a very good christmas... exam results after christmas... bad day...

is like u enjoy yr christmas day to the fullest... and the next day is your nervous day for the exam results... and probably it is not up to your expectation... it will be haii... spoil the whole happy christmas that u had it the day before...

anw... mon... went with baby to thomson to buy my things... Plaza Sing to buy his things... and to buy my shampoo... and after that we had a small quarrel... due to his stubborness...

nvr care for him he said : i do so much things for u n yet i sick not even a concern from u...
care for him he felt i kinda naggy and he feels frustrated...

dun care also rong care also rong...

n he came to my hse cook maggie mee... ask him to cook it himself cuz i was like so angry luhs... after eating... he apologise and such... and we r ok again... -.-...

tues: i ask him to come over my hse in the first place... cuz my auntie came to visit me and it is giving me a bad stomach cramp... and now i not using bus concession anymore.. as my ITE card will probably expired end of dec... he at first said ok... but after awhile he said he wish me to go over instead... i said if i really need to go over i will have to wake up damn super early to do hse wrk... plus my stomach cramp till like that...

after much talking... i told him if i can wake up early then i will go... after awhile i juz go slp... in the end i woke up at 1pm... i suppose to wake up at 12-12.30 to do my hsewrk and such... i called him and said i might not be able to go over cuz i am simply too tired... if possible can he come fetch me instead... at first he said ok... then he said can i mit u at bedok bus stop... i was pissed and quarrel started again... he juz said for the past few days he has been coming so he is lazy to come over to fetch me...

if last time the him he wuld do that w/o any complains... even he had he wuld juz keep quiet...

haii... after awhile guys do change ya... kinda disappointed though... well, sometimes i am also demanding, short temper and kinda self centered... i am changing...

but my bad tempered juz cant change... small things can really make me flare up le...

in the end after so much talking and wasting of time... i went to his hse instead... climb out of my bed... despite my stomach cramp... do hse wrk... faster go bath... reach his hse at abt 4 plus... before that bought sesame paste for him and myself...

watch drama... his mum cooked prawn noodles... he scoop a bowl for me as i am hungry... didnt eat at all... after eating... ate the sesame paste... FULL... and cont to watch drama...

till abt 7pm watch the love blossom... had dinner at his hse too... i was still damn full... but ate a little... left his hse at 10pm... he send me back home taking 22... well, not really back home... till the inter... then he took the last 22 bus back home... reach home... started to feel sleepy... called him chatted till he bath finish... which means we talk all the way when he was outside to home...

he called me when i wanted to bath but not for long... only half an hour nia... then i ask him go slp le...

dats all...

today he went for his fren de christmas party... so will be meeting him on the actual day of christmas...

so happy christmas everyone... =)))

wish me luck on my exam... *cross fingers* i am really scared and worried...

baby... enjoy yrself... haii... one year plus together... really had lots of tough period... hopefully we can go thru as many obstacles as possible together... anw merry christmas... =)

2008-12-20T15:08:00.003+08:00

cont...

yest slept at 3 plus in the morning woke up at 12 plus due to my mum shouting...

n she complained that i was lazy to do the hse wrk... plz luhs... if i am lazy... i wouldnt even bother to pack up the bed... pack up the room... wash, hang and fold the clothing, iron clothes for my bro if he needs it... and such... i tot the part time maid wuld be here today...

but end up she called my mum saying she cant make it...

i also didnt ask her to do the hse wrk like everyday... is always had been like this.. mon-fri i do... weekends... she do... if the maid comes she only has to do it on sun... dats all...

n yet she is complaining today?

i juz woke up pack the bed... vacum the floor... hang the clothes... now waiting for the bed sheets to be washed...

if every weekends i gotta hear her shouting... i cannot stand man...

n my father bought coffee for her... and she didnt even went to touch it... simply juz go n make her own one...

the prob starts during the money incident...

i simply dunu y... this is really my mum fault what... my father didnt do anything wrong... and yet she juz dont wanna talk to my dad?

i am sick of staying at home... i wanna go out n wrk! instead of facing my mum attitude... keep venting her angers on me when her mood is bad...

i am not yr punching bag ok!

2008-12-20T01:21:00.005+08:00

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I am pissed, upset and totally disappointed... baby suppose to mit me tml.. which is sat... cuz is our anni tml... not really dating but juz coming to my hse as i wanna save money till christmas...

i did told baby that we will celeb our anni and christmas together as i am short of cash... he agreed...

and so today i juz msg him: anything talk on mon. since we never mit on sat.

and he replied: I meet u on sat... we go out walk walk hao ma? abt 4?

i replied: didnt i say i will try to go out lesser on weekends?

he replied: hmmm.. then i go your hse?

and bla bla bla...

and everything was confirmed ALREADY...

he called me ltr on...

he: dear... hilton juz called me and ask me weather i wanna wrk on sat... should i wrk? or u wanna mit me on sat?

me: (jolly well know we already confirm that we r meeting on that day and u still ask me stupid ques and u r the one who said u wanna come over n mit me) how wuld i noe... up to u luhs...

he: ok then i go wrk...

me: up to u luhs... (feeling pissed)

he: ok then bye...

do u noe how pissed i was! he 1st say wan mit me... and juz cuz hilton called he come n ask me stupid ques when we ALREADY confirm to mit up... he already noe we r meeting up so he shuld use his CLEVER brain n reject the offer immediately...

but he juz come ask me! so meaning he rather wrk!

c... what a nice bf i ever had who rather wrk on our anni... huh! nice bf right...

juz cuz of my word up to u n u really think i am giving u a second chance to think whether wanna wrk or mit me...

and he juz feel he didnt do anything rong at all!!!!! by working instead of meeting me up...

n worst still.. right after we put down he IMMEDIATELY call them n say he wanna wrk... when i also immediately msg him...

i totally v disappointed... our anni tml and yet he is doing this... 1stly is my family... now is him! next wuld b who?

and he juz said he cant cancel... how cool is that! thanks baby for the super GOOD NEWS!

u will c what will happen to u on mon or christmas for doing this to me...

2008-12-18T00:18:00.003+08:00

today had a super bad day... baby came to my hse... and my mum sms me ask me my father what he wants as she is busy...

i called my dad and yet he said that my mum took out some money from their join account... which he cant pay for the car now... he got to lend it frm my uncle... i am sure he didnt borrow frm them last time...

but now due to my mum he got to ask my uncle for money? what has my house gotten into?

this is damn ridiculous man! fancy getting money frm the bank w/o my father knowledge? my father told me everything today and it make me feel that i dunu my mum anymore... last time we use not to be like this...

if she culd stop buying 4D that wuld b like how good man... cuz once she buy she can buy so big... once she even bought abt 100 bucks... that is totally ridiculous! no wonder why she keep complaining her bank money running low so fast... is not cuz of me and my bro is cuz of her stupid gambling habit...

i did scold her last time saying wan buy better buy small... cannot buy so many numbers...and dun always buy... once in a while still ok... she did listen but not for long... which make me super pissed... she also said she will quit gambling in the end what! promise didnt even made luhs...

i told her yea as if u will quit like that... u quit le then u come tell me... dun come make empty promises...

did she even change.. she didnt luhs!

same like my bro spent money like water... is always money that cuz family to quarrel... which i super hate it! y my mum cant juz think... she think my father got so much money izzit... keep taking out money without asking...

worst! even internet transfer also got... even frm my acc... cuz me and my father share acc ma... i save so hard for what shit! let my mum take money frm me! and she even deny saying she didnt do it... cuz she dunu how to do... pi luhs dunu how to do then who take the money... my bro admitted he also did... but that was last time...

mother and son both same char.. money spender!

if really got do juz admit it and tell us the reason y luhs! so we mayb can help... keep quiet down there ask le still deny! carry on like that our hse sure turn upside down i tell u...

if she can deny taking money frm the join account... i will think she really can act luhs... if she never take out who will?

i really feel sad for my dad... work so hard since young to feed his own brothers... and now gotta even face my mum incident...

my father did scold her a few times but she juz deny n worst even talk back!

how cool is her act man... i noe i shouldnt say this cuz she is still my mum... but she is in a total wrong! wan get money frm my father juz ask luhs what for steal huh! if wan take also tell my father right... fancy keeping quiet down there!

dunu luhs! juz hope my father culd talk some sense in her during the weekend... i will be there too... cuz my father sometimes juz dunu how to speak out... what she says he will juz ok luh ok luh forget it luh ok... this will not do man... if cont like that my father money will sure dry up...

i pour out everything to baby today... and had a chat with joyce at msn... abt job... and i dunu y suddenly she juz like sounded not happy and juz saying all those weird sentence...

my mood is really not good today... i juz hope my family can juz b like last time...

2008-12-15T17:52:00.002+08:00

i am suppose to mit baby at wed... BUT he said MAYBE he need to go jurong to collect slippers... i juz said collect slippers only what like that also cannot mit meh... he said the journey thru n fro will take 3 hours... pissed... if he is that busy EVEN DURING THE HOLIDAYS... i cant say anything much...

his sch will start on 5th jan... he is april intake so will grad ard march ba... for me! bladdy shit still waiting for calls... i mean for job... but now i am juz rather worried abt my results... to see if i can get in poly...

for now juz slacking at home DOING NOTHING... i tot i culd get a job this mth... shucks! joyce and sock hui went for the chingay volunteering thing... baby as usual BUSY! but me NTH TO DO!

first: waiting for calls for job...
second: waiting for exam results

if can get in poly:
do application
will wrk till abt march if i am able to find one
wait for poly results
IF can get in then yoohoo! happy of course... if cannot then haii... i dunu also... reapply again ba... till can get in... so scared and worried... =(((

2008-12-14T23:23:00.004+08:00

hmmm... yest totally didnt get a good slp... i slept at 1 plus in the morning... BUT i juz couldnt sleep... turn there turn here also cannot slp... end up i go to the kitchen to get myself some water... did slp a little but it was just a light slp... even my father open the door i also wake up le... sms baby at 7 plus in the morning... so by 8 plus finally i can slp... BUT by 9.15am my alarm rang and i felt so tired...

in the end slept for another 15 mins... bath and everything... wait for sock hui, joyce and Sock hui's friend at the opp bus stop... cuz they r at toa payoh taking 88 to amk... i juz boared the bus once they call me... then suay suay go all the way to pasir ris STILL RAINING... suppose to go escape in the end cancel... damn sian...

walk at white sand i felt super sian there... after that go lesiure park... walk walk... go archad play play... sock hui manage to catch mikey and minni... joyce too but is at white sand... hers is mikey... but lol... think the auntie there saw sock hui catch too many le then went to loosen the thing... still say the machine got some prob... went to off it... but is actually they went to loosen it... now u noe y go archad is so hard to catch the things u wan... so stingy... -.-... then after awhile baby came... then went pastamania to have our lunch... i didnt eat the whole day only one bottle of orange juice... -.-... i was so hungry luhs... after our lunch which i was super full after it...

after awhile... sock hui and joyce left... sock hui went for niece one month joyce go ah ma hse... me and baby... went to watch movie... after that... suppose to go vivo... but after all the boring walk i went to his hse and slack instead...

abt 9.30 then left his hse... it was still drizzling though... -.-... and on the bus... started to think abt my result... haix... wonder how i fare man... i am v scared... that i cannot make it to poly... i am really scared... but what over is over... cant do anything... only can wait till results day which is right after christmas... -.-... damn suay...

bless me pls... i am really worried...

2008-12-11T18:45:00.002+08:00

anw... on sun going with sock hui, joyce and sock hui's friend to escape this sun! ^^... actually i cancelled it de cuz my pocket not much money with me now... but yep escape is celebrating their 8 anni so the admission fee is only $8.80... =)))... after escape all of us will go our seperate ways...

-.-... yea... i knw is kinda lame... lol... fancy meeting up juz to go escape and all of us go seperate ways le...

n sock hui lol... yr "dream" came true... someone last min back out... reason 1: he dun feel like going escape in the 1st place... reason 2: he is sick... which also called his luck... reason 3: i insist on not following him to the carnival on sat cuz is far which is at simei... though he told me that HIS FRIEND also stay at amk also volunteer to go...

but hello! she is she... what for compare... she is one of the mfb mates what... if she volunteer then good lor...

but escape is juz as pasir ris which IS FREAKING NEAR YR HSE!

ahh! forget it... since he already made up his freaking mind then let it be... no matter what i do... no matter what i say... no matter how i so call "act cute" also no use... bladdy shit!

next time no mre forcing... cuz forcing n in the end also no use... is only wasting my breath and energy... having to force someone... n worst... needing to plead and acting cute infront of my bladdy bf...

i ending this super pissed post now... bye bye... =)

2008-12-09T01:49:00.003+08:00

hmmm... baby stayed at my house for 3 days 2 nights... =)... didnt really had much time together though... cuz on sat he went for his cousin wedding... his mum ask me to go too... but it was in the afternoon abt 12-1... n i need to reach his hse abt 9... leave at abt 10-11am... so which means i gotta wake up at 7+.. cuz the journey to his hse will b like an hour plus... n i am such a pig do u think i can wake up that early... so i rejected it... sry... =(... cuz they reserve a place for me... i didnt know at all.. till his mum told me...

n yea.. the lunch ended at abt 3 plus... and i wasnt ready!! lol.. so i hurry myself and rush to amk hub to meet him for movie... ^^... suppose to meet him at city hall... but yea... it was late so end up at amk hub... watch BOLT... ^^... it was nice... and the hamster is cute! bolt was cute too... lol... after movie... went to his house to pack his clothes... slack slack slack... had dinner at his house... then abt 10.30pm we left his hse... and reach my hse at abt 11+... bathed and we watch drama and such... gotta slp early cuz he wanted to support kai quan as he is running the marathon for the standard chartered..

woke up at abt 7 plus... couldnt slp... my stupid flu came back to visit me... and he didnt even concern me! :@... he said that his head was painful... so he couldnt take it n went back to slp... then i shall do it to u next time... tried to slp again... till abt 9am... went to bath... n left the house... reached there... bought some snacks for kai quan n himself... n we waited for him under the super hot sun for an hour plus...worst i got a super bad flu... carry umbrella for me.. like asking him to go n die... keep saying v heavy lei and hand v pain... i was super pissed! hello! u r a guy ok... be gentleman a bit can... if like that also call heavy and keep complaining hand pain... then might as well turn yrself into an ah gua suan liao luhs...

is u ask me to come de... i sick i still pei u wait under the hot sun ok... is only a few mins before then u decided to take out the umbrella... help me carry will it kill u... n when kai quan reach the finishing line... i was perspiring till i got no strength to walk... not because of waiting... is cuz i didnt eat at ALL! and i was tired plus sick... after he came he ate the snacks... after that suppose to go raffles place to eat de.. but the blur him took the wrong way to the MRT... and end up at douby ghuat... ate at just asia or whatever the resturant call... after math kai quan went home we suppose to watch movie... but end up... dun have the movie i wanna watch... so i went to his house instead... cuz both of us r tired... n ZZZZZZZzzzzz... woke up... and i wanna watch wild child online at my house... but he said his mum cook dinner so eat a bit 1st then go... this is the 1st time we ate food till like eating poison sia.. not cuz the food is not tasty but we are FULL...

so i juz ate the meat didnt ate the rice... after that watch the miss no good for a while jiu go my house le... he gotta do project... so i took out my bro lappy to watch the drama... watch finish le... talk to him for awhile... then suddenly feel v tired... suppose to watch wild child but lol... watch half way both of us ZZZZZZZZzzz... then i went in my room and slp le...

wanted to wake up at 10 plus on the 3rd day... cuz wan pei baby mre... but then too tired le... then slept till 11 plus... suppose to have breakfast together... but i haven bath... so he went down and buy breakfast for me, himself and my father... afte eating n such i went to bath and suddenly my stomach cramp like hell...

hai me no mood to go out walk walk... cuz too pain le... he also feel v tired... well, went yishun walk walk... super BORING... ate snacks... but it was STILL BORING... so decided to go to back to my house... so the 3rd day WAS A BORING DAY! he left at 7.30pm cuz he got project meeting... and my stomach got cramp till like dunu how long... like something poking in my stomach... super pain almost puke sia... my mum ask me to drink warm water and panadol... much better now... before that the pain was really unbearable...

sun going escape with sock hui and joyce... asked baby along... but he is a scarcely cat... eww! he is like so damn funny... when come to high elements he got no prob at all... but go escape he like so scared... i was kinda pissed at him... cuz wan drag him along also so difficult... he is so busy... plus me waiting for job.. if really get in le... i really no time meet him le lor... then he said he will meet me after my escape... but i dunu how long it will be... n is like so freaking lame... meeting us for dinner and go home... how lame is it sia...

n he agreed to come with me... but cant force him to take the rides he dun wan... i was like fine... -.-... sometimes really dunu he girl or guy sia...

=( kinda miss him staying at my house... cuz the 2nd day we has great fun at night... hees... but time flies...

anw... still looking for temp job... waiting for news... and yea... stop here...

PS: try to be man a bit can... u so ah gua... i dun feel secure when with u...

2008-12-05T03:10:00.002+08:00

is 3.10am now n i am still freaking awake... had a super bad quarrel today with baby... n twice in one day... cuz of he is always super busy... i am busy is practically cuz of my school work of course... but his is like work, meeting, sch... is like juz after my exam n his busy schedule start coming in le... plus we already plan that fri, sat n sun... next week mon-sun... n yet... he had a super duper last min meeting on fri... which is like today... n he said he might b able to finish by 5 or 6 then will come mit me... sat he still need wake up early go his cousin wedding... then will mit me aftermath....

n i was like... 5 to 6... come amk 6-7? u only can pei me like till 10 or 11 then gotta leave to catch yr last bus... then tues he is wrking... cant mit me... n is also he told me last min de... thur fri having motor license also will mit me after that... sat got mfb meeting... also cant mit... haiii... then next next week gotta start wrk le... need $$$...

n yet he is still so busy... plus he is gonna go in army soon... argh! tell me... how am i gonna squeeze in to his timing...

always during my hol he will b damn busy de...

like the vietnam trip i got 3 weeks hol... he is so busy till only able to mit me for the last week... same goes for the taiwan trip...

but the taiwan trip i got 4 weeks hol... 1st week he at taiwan... 2nd week suay suay got HFMD... 3rd week busy with mfb... only last week able to mit me... u c how busy he is... tell me how am i gonna tolerate... during sch term... is i busy... now hol is he busy... argh!

dunu luhs... after the 1st quarrel we actually ok le... i said sry to him and he apologise too... after awhile he called me and said there is a meeting tml... i flare up again... n it wasnt being solve though...

i noe i had a v bad temper... but i juz simply hate being neglected... :@... stop here... going slp le...

2008-11-27T17:15:00.002+08:00

here to blog abit before going back to study... exam is coming in another 6 days time... *nervous* well, finish all the past year paper already... thanks to mr eric see who went through with us during the last two days... =)))... now gonna write down the impt points... it might help a bit for my exam though...

after exam going to find wrk... and sock hui force me to join the chingay volunteering... -.-... well, i wanna buy lots of things so need to wrk rather than rot at home nth to do... i already ask baby help me find job... since the ITE exam result will come on ard dec or jan... so lets c how i fare...

kinda nervous for the results after the exam... wonder how i fare... haii... think abt it make me v nervous... thinking whether i have the ability to go to poly... =(... n sock hui juz "what make u so sure u can go poly" -.-... hello! at least give me a little hope can... u thrash all my little hope i have... i hate u man...

well, if i can go poly then i might wrk till feb or march... then shall quit... if sad case... then haii.. reapply again... and shall c abt it... by then juz cont wrking n wait... =(((...

*bish bish* throw all that stupid tots of mine and get back to study... keep thinking all this only make me mood upset... bye!

2008-11-25T19:49:00.002+08:00

^^ back to blogging... nth much to blog... juz have prac test today... it was still ok... but instructions wasnt clear... so yea... but still manage to do it though... exam on the 5th... hmm... so studying now...

2008-11-18T21:22:00.003+08:00

i dunu y but i have been feeling sick this few days... keep having block nose late at night... took medication but still doesnt work... didnt have a good sleep the past few days... middle of the night keep waking up cant slp due to my stupid block nose... and dats the reason y i have been looking tired and keep coming to sch late for the past few days...

so suay.. going to have exams... then got presentation and report to go thru... now then sick... =(((...

2008-10-26T18:52:00.007+08:00

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DS!!! A DS for my bday present!!! can u believe it? I am always longing for one... but due to studies i cant work to earn myself one... ^^... baby bought this for me... Sock hui and Joyce chip in a little too... thanks to all of u... especially to baby!!! muacks!

my bro bought me this too... a converse cap... ^^

lolx.. this is a hand phone strap... cuz yea it is hanging on my hp strap... i lazy to take it out so i juz took it frm my phone... from sock hui... hees

ohh yea... i bought a torchlight thing for myself... is for hp or ds and stuff... i hang it on my ds... hees.. sock hui and joyce bought one too.. is they ask me to buy de... lolx...

and they bought a small little cake too... the candle is damn special luhs... blow like cannot blow finish like that... and that sock hui went to push my face to the cake... damn it... my side face all cake luhs... grrr... i hate cake on my face man... n dat baby of mine... didnt want to let me off too! he almost wanna push my face... humph! next time yr bday i do like that to u then u noe...

after that watch movie... high school musical 3... damn nice... ^^... ohh yea... u noe what my baby did to me? he took out one wedges and share it with me... means like both of our mouth is on one wedges.. and he tot my lips was the wedges cuz it felt so soft.. and cruck he bite my lips!!! till it bled... now feel a little sore sore de... grrrr...

after that slack at void deck play with the candles that like it will take forever to blow finish... then we played our ds and psp... after a short while home sweet home! ^^

2008-10-22T22:37:00.003+08:00

kk.. pics up... didnt have many pics though... some prefer to put it in my hp... i got lots of pics actually since my sec sch days... BUT is in my N73 and is spoilt... my desktop was being reformatted to... and is gone! next my E66 i put it in hp and i deleted it frm my phone... suay suay com got virus need reformat and all gone le!

muz b baby pass the suayness to me... cuz he is suay xin so i with him ma... so he pass all the suayness to me.. wonder y he nvr pass me his intelligence... lolx... ok lame.. -.-

c how poor thing my buddy is... eating bread in one corner...

2008-10-15T23:38:00.002+08:00

Bladdy shit ass! Have u ever have a bf dat will call u a bustard? My bro ask me wad is my bf name.. N i jux told him jux call him fish.. Cuz yu xin ma.. Then he jux tell me on de phone n said shut up bustard.. N i was like hey wad if yr gf were to call u shut up fucker.. N u dun like yr own gf to scold any vagular words in front of u.. Will u b pissed by it? Somemore call me wad? Bustard huh? Fancy calling yr own gf bustard! V shuang right.. Dis is de 1st time i saw dat a guy will scold his own gf a bustard.. True colors coming out alrdy right.. Huh! Now scold me bustard then married wad scold me wad? Fucker? Bitch? Slut? 1 year together 1st time can scold me hor.. Feeling v shuang hor! Fancy calling yrself my bf.. I nvr had a bf who will scold me a bustard.. Ass hole!

2008-10-11T14:05:00.003+08:00

hmmm... sch is reopening s00n... damn sian can... time table will still be the same... gotta c the lao zha bo face and her nagging again... sian... project think almost finish le ba... dunu y this 3 weeks holiday pass so freaking fast can... kao... mon start sch le...

the 2nd week of my holiday:
mon: stay at home... baby go work to pack up the stuff for f1

tues: go baby hse

wed: meet joyce and sock hui and baby to watch movie and have dinner... (lol... sock hui and joyce really got fate with sock hui's mother)

thur: meet joyce and baby.. help joyce to find job then meet sock hui at kovan... cuz i wanna buy my father bday present and at the same time they wanna see what other kind of alcohol they r selling... I bought for my father D.O.M for blood circulation de^^... baby and I share half half of the money... then went to changi airport to see areoplane? hmmm... nah... juz went to walk walk... go candy empire... went to play some lame games... then go poppye eat... dun really noe how to spell that... i didnt eat... cuz yea didnt have the mood to eat either... no matter how they force me i juz refuse... lol...

fri: joyce, sock hui and baby stayed overnight at my house... lol... but this time we got find things to do not like the other time... each person do their own things damn sian... sock hui bought monopoly to my hse to play... after playing halfway my mum ask me go bath so my father can go slp in the room... my father was sleeping at my bro room so my bro cant use the room as he didnt wan to wake my father up... plus he needs his beauty slp of course... -.-... so i gave up and pass the rest of my money to others... lolx... cuz i bath v long de ma... after bathing... sock hui was laughing damn loud luhs... cuz joyce went bankrupt the sock hui winning lots of $$$... cuz she bought lots of land and upgrade houses... then they keep stepping into her land then need pay pay pay... lolx... after they play finish 1 round then go play viwawa le... lolx... i damn noob can... cuz their level so high then i only level 1... they at home keep playing playing playing sia... then got one time play halfway then i came out of the game automatically... dots... they deducted my points luhs... idiotic ass... after playing for a few rounds then we do our own stuff le... me and baby slept soon after cuz next day going out with his sec fren...

sat: went out with baby sec fren... woke up at 12 plus... faster go bath and stuff... then rush all the way to city hall... cuz his fren were there le waiting for us... they went to see motor show... then ticket is only one entry... so muz wait for everybody to reach then can go in... after reaching there i short of breath out of a sudden... we try asking the ppl in charge say whether can we come in again after leaving here... at first they say cannot but then baby say i not feeling well then they let de... cuz i need fresh air... after that baby bought drinks and food say it might make me feel better... but in the no help at all... i slept for awhile... got feel better a bit only... then go up to see the "car stunt"... damn chio can... i mean not the human but the car stunt... ^^... after that they went subway for dinner... i didnt eat still not feeling that well though... after that baby sent me home early... faster went to bath and bump on the bed... Zzz...

Sun: went to celebrate my father advance bday at night... went to have dinner at a perankan resturant... ^^ then home sweet home... baby and my bro gf came too... but baby gotta leave early cuz he is meeting his bro...

Tues: baby came my hse to help me pack for the chalet... but in other words he juz came to watch show! in the end i gotta pack myself... dots... but he did some check list though... whatever...

Wed: chalet time! 1st day nth much met baby at tamp... brandon mum came to pick us up... lol... i was so damn blur can... only baby noe what i mean... our chalet was at aloha changi... nth much to elabroate here...

Thur: went to have lunch... bought tibits... went back chalet... bbq... baby cher came... and so on... those who got exprience in chalet u shuld noe what will happen during the 2nd day... but i got super piss during this days... my hp LCD crack! gotta go for repair but is not under warranty... shucks! cuz of baby's heavy butt... i ask him to look after for me... then he put it in his back pocket... and we went up to the room to play poker cards... after awhile i ask him for my hp and the LCD juz crack! cuz he sit on the floor and lay back... so u can now see how heavy is his butt... i scolded lots of vagular words which i noe i shouldnt do that... but i was juz simply pissed... i juz use for one month only and my poor hp gotta go for "operation" alrdy... then i called my mum and she partly blame baby for the cause of it... she said he was rather irresponsible... and stuff... and juz cup my phone juz like that... make my whole chalet day feel like shit... i totally no mood to play with them le... so i juz throw the cards one side... and they juz cont playing...

Fri: pack up... and home sweet home! BUT we went to tamp the nokia shop for repair... they said is not under warranty and baby paid for it cuz he said he spoilt my phone so he has the responsibilty to pay for it... i thought of asking my mum to pay but thinking of how the way she talk to me i dun think she wuld wan to pay for me as well... went to baby hse to bath and slept the whole afternoon... then had dinner at his hse... and go home pack up and went to bath... after awhile went to slp le...

ohh yea... i was the dish washing lady for the day at the chalet... cuz nobody is willing to wash it... i saw the dishes keep stacking up at the basin... and what if they wanna use it but there r no mre plates for them to use... so i juz wash it... but everytime after i wash... is like nvr ending... use it dump it at basin use it dump it at the basin... and if u c all those dishes stacking up at the basin wont u feel disgusted... all the oil and stuff lying down there and nobody is willing to wash it... and some of them juz dump their paper plates and stuff on the table without clearing it up... and juz go up... then i went up and tell them to clear up... though some of them were not really happy cuz they might be thinking i didnt pay for the chalet money and juz bring some cans of fruits... still wanna talk so much... but at least i did wash and clean up ok... the syrup spill on the fridge nobody went to clean it up... so many ants on the basin table nobody went to clean it up... who is going to do all this for u all? yr house maid ar... but in the end i still help them clean up the place... and i think they juz throw one plate away which belongs to the chalet... so baby gotta pay for the plate $$$... *faint* disaster i will say...

SAT: which is today... gonna go out with baby soon... so yea... tata... ^^

2008-09-28T23:01:00.003+08:00

finally back to blogging... holidays sux... nth to do... i wasted one week luhs... mon didnt went to sch for project cuz to tired then quarrel with baby... tues he working also cannot meet... wed go sch do project then after that mit him to buy clothes... thur, fri, sat and today working... fri suppose to go back sch de but ass luhs nobody go sch waste my time waking up early... went back home then jeremy keep saying the sound code cannot cannot... after that go all the way to his house and show him... -.-... then sihui and me follow david to one shop see see look look then go home le... sat also went out for awhile jiu go home le... sian... lifeless! lifeless holiday...

cuz i want to save $$$... spent too much on clothes le luhs... =(... heart pain...

talk to joyce on the phone juz now... she is trying to find me a cheap DS... =)))... thanks qing ai de... *goosebumps*...

haii... this few days... also didnt talk or message baby much cuz he is working long hours... juz to buy me and his bro things... well, if he didnt lost the psp think he still can save abt 400 to 500 plus ba... stupid guy who took it... so dishonest...

next time u get married your child will also become like that... cuz is a retribution... c how u will feel if yr child is like that... is not say i bad... but someday when u do something bad u will sure to get yr retribution one day... but if u do something good... something good will happen to you one day too...

enough abt that stupid guy who took the psp...

haii... wish to see him soon... got nth much to say le... tml he need to go do packing up for the f1... dunu tues need a not luhs... sian lei...

i got a stupid lifeless holidays...

PS: I wan a DS... see how desperate i can be... =D...

2008-08-17T02:38:00.002+08:00

OMG! i juz found out i am getting lazier and lazier and lazier... cannot!!! muz buck up muz buck up muz buck up!!! no mre slacking... i still wanna go poly... cannot slack... i still wanna get higher gpa...

i juz dunu y i always get tired so easily.. gosh! i slept early and the next day i woke up i still feel tired...

well my plan starting tml...

SUN: do chap 6 if got time find code...
MON: study a little of SNA and find code
TUES: same thing as MON
WED: dunu... maybe calling friends out for dinner after sch?
THUR: go baby house study SNA
FRI: hmmm... save $$$ so mayb go baby hse slack or study.. depends

OMG!!! i totally got no life man!!! but project project project... muz do!!! y muz time flies so fast... it flies like shooting rocket sia... -.-...

anw... fri went out with baby's friend... they wanted to wrk at a IT fair.. so asking whether r they finding ppl to wrk for them... then go meet brandon gf... after that watch movie... meet dave =D... it was funny... lolx... his smile is like this =D... hahaha... then headed to have dinner... reach home at 11+ i think...

sat... went to do my own stuff outside till 4+ then met up with baby... then sock hui and joyce called me to go drink with them and chit chat... then drag n drag n drag till 7 to 8 plus... -.-... joyce reach le... me, sock hui and baby haven even reach there yet luhs... went to serangoon garden the liquid kitchen... i drank cherry brandy... not a strong one of course... i still gotta go home... i dun wanna go home drunk... i tink joyce drink the alcohol was kinda strong among us...

my alcohol level is really bad... but who cares man... too much alcohol is also bad for health...

whatever.. i dunu y this few days my temper hasnt been really good... i easily get flare up for no bladdy reason... is almost 3am now... gotta go slp... nitez...

2008-07-19T23:25:00.002+08:00

yest... went out wif baby... hmmm... after sch he suppose to mit me at school... but i ended early due to the stupid fire drill... -.-... so he decided to mit me at inter... the cher dismiss us early but also no use lor.. all the gate was closed luhs... dots... so yea... when we juz reached the field the person-in-charge says we can go le... dots... waste our time... but when i was in 31 baby still not out... when i reach inter the 69 bus come le... so i sms him no need come out le i mit him as his house... but he is already downstairs le so i told him to wait for me... then go up to his house to put down my stuff then we went to have lunch cuz he is HUNGRY... :D... after eating went to back to his house again... changed... then went to cinelesure to watch WEDDING DAZE.. haha... kinda funny though... after movie went to have dinner and then home sweet home... but i was too tired at the end of the day though.. and i still gotta do housework... end of FRI! :D

and then now.. sat... hmmm... went to orchard to do my stuff... after that met baby... he bought me flowers for our 10th month.. awww... sweet... ^^... too bad my camera spoil cant take photos... :(... after that went to have lunch at cinelesure de pastamania... hees... after that i wanted to go to suntec to have a walk... and WE WALK ALL THE WAY THERE... it was raining though... -.-... hees... save MRT fare... suppose to have a drink at star bucks... BUT outside was rather hot BUT inside is all FULL... so yea... we had our drinks at mac instead... and talk and play psp... :)... after that we went to m. walk to have our window shopping... BUT baby ALMOST lost his phone... it took SO LONG to find out that his phone was missing.. called his phone and there was this kind soul who picked up... :)... lucky baby huh... then we wanted to go to esplanade but the fire works alrdy started... so we watch from outside de suntec city... the sence was not really nice if we watch it from esplanade it wuld be really beautiful... ohh well, is ok... :)... then we went esplanade to take a stroll... but nothing much.. so we took the MRT back to AMK... didnt wanna go back home early as i will be studying at home tomorrow... we went to my house de mac to have our SUPPER... :D... talk and talk n talk till 11pm... after that pei him wait for bus then go back home lor... cuz scared that by the time he send me back home to my door step he will not be able to catch de last bus... and then home sweet home~ the end... tata~

2008-07-09T23:35:00.002+08:00

ahhh!!! have you ever sms a person but he didnt reply u back and when u ask that person is he busy or something... but he reply u: orh u want me to reply ar... when u c that freaking msg would u b thinking how wood block can this person be...

and the person is none other than my woodblock baby!!! wth... my msg to him was

me: what time u r going school tml?
baby: abt 8am... y?
me: nth... juz asking... ^^... tml you will c me v early in sch... (what i meant was i will b going sch much earlier than my class starts)

waited... waited... waited...

me: you busy ar? y nvr reply de?
baby: ? u only say juz asking ma... tot u bathing? u wan me reply ar... sry...

i was like wth... forget it luhs...

at least he culd ask me y and stuff right.. but in the end he say u wan me reply ar... i was like... HOW WOODBLOCK CAN U BBBBBBBBBBBB!!!!!

sometimes talking to him really can make me v du lan lor... cuz he is too woodblock till i got no words to say luhs... i noe some guys r woodblock but cant b woodblock till this kind of state right!!!

I REALLY GOING BONKERS IF HE KEEPS ON HAVING THIS WOODBLOCK ATTITUDE!!!!!!! sry... i really need to vent my "angers" on this blog.. otherwise i really dunu where else i can vent my "angers" on...

grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-07-06T00:39:00.002+08:00

hmmm... well, sch reopening soon... busy week coming le... hees... project project project on the way~... lolx... -.-... this week nth really much happen... juz meeting baby up before school reopen... cuz he will be busy working and me... projects... lol...

well, he juz told me he will have super LESS TIME with me during the dec holidays... BUT also a good thing and a bad thing... Good thing is I will be busy preparing my exams AND will be finding part time job after my exam... while waiting for results and poly... hees... bad thing is we will HAVE SUPER LESS time together... ohh well, decided to find job is cuz i want to have some exprience in working and of course to earn money... cant possibly always get from my parents $$$... at least if i am working i can be able to pamper myself a bit... but of course not forgetting to give some parts of the money to my parents.. also depends how much i earn...

anw... today went out with my BLAZE CAMP MATES!!! it was baby's idea though... suppose to meet at 5 at downtown... but i was late as usual... i took 88 there... walk to downtown to meet them.. they wanted to c the cosfest there... BUT i wasnt the latest nico was the latest of all... SO i am not LATE QUEEN ok... =p... went to the cosfest for awhile... then go E-hub buy ticket... u know the lady there was so blur... we wanted WANTED but she gave us STRANGER... if baby didnt check and we just go in... I tell u... I will be super mad at him... cuz that was a horror movie!!! but anw the wanted show was nice... hees... a little bloody though... cuz all was shooting.. "killing" and stuff... and a bit violent... all got the "F" word...

and baby scolded the "f" word infront of me when talking to KQ... WHAT U PROMISE ME HUH!!! anw before we went in the movie... they went to play arcade... i was playing his PSP... cuz i kinda detest arcade though... but baby and ben played the baby game was hilarious... and cute of course... haha... after playing... kai quan went to meet his fren earlier so he didnt catch the movie with us... lolx... he seems a bit sian... baby how can u neglect yr another GF... his heart will break into many many pieces de lehx...

lolx... after the movie... we went to eat supper... we were thinking n thinking and walking all ard... cuz some didnt want to spent too much money... so went to the coffee shop to have our supper instead... Ben need to fetch his dad so he went off first... after awhile we went to take bus HOME!!!

YX and yi feng... took the bus near the downtown.. while nico, me and baby went to the inter... I wanted baby to send me home... as when school reopen we will have super less time together... but he said that taxi is v ex and tml he gotta wake up early... well, he followed me to the bus stop... he did think of sending me home... but haix... one side of me really wish he could... but another part of me was thinking of something else... like he spent lots of his money on me during the holidays... taxi fare is ex... might have midnight charge and every 100m jump 20 cents... and he gotta wake up early tomorrow... so i decided to follow the another part of me... by going home myself... BUT i did have the thinking of him going up the bus... but he didnt... of course i didnt blame him for it... cuz he muz have his own reasons... i was utterly disappointed though... but yea... cant b help...

and baby... rem to apologise to you know who... and THINK BEFORE YOU TALK PLEASE!!!

i know u always concern me more than I do... but that what guys shuld do isnt it... =p... ANW LOVE YOU MANY MANY ALL RIGHT... MUACKS!!! ok.. i noe is a little bit er xin... but yea... let me b er xin for the 1st time ok... hees...

2008-06-28T00:52:00.005+08:00

sry for not posting... cuz was simply too lazy to update... all right came back from the 401 chalet just yesterday... was fun... but sadly it all ended so super fast... haii...

1st day joyce n I went to sock hui house to help her carry the chalet stuff... her dad drive us there... reached there.. ask jeremy to come down n help us take the bags n stuff... since he went to his fren chalet the day before... n jeremy told us we need to wait for wee yong to come cuz he is the registered person.. -.-... n they r still at the mrt on the way to pasir ris... waited quite long for them till I was like kinda pissed... finally they arrived n we check in the room... put the stuff in the fridge... bla bla bla... then sock hui felt kinda boring in the room doing nothing... so joyce n i pei her go walk walk at E-hub...

then went back to the chalet... slack slack slack... when they wanted to have dinner it was raining... so decided to wait for the rain to stop... n finally it was juz drizzling so we juz went out to have dinner... the three of us had pizza... vicky, daniel, chang rong, wee yong and kuhan went to eat kfc... while the rest just went to buy something nearby... after eating... some went their seperate ways... we three went E-hub to find vicky all... we decided to go back to our room when we realized that the card is with jeremy... so vicky they all went to find him... ohh yea... wanted to watch midnight movie... but some of them juz couldnt made up their mind cuz most of the show they watch le...

after they got the key from him... we went back to the room and slack again... talk to baby on the phone awhile... bathed... n cont slacking.. watch sweety thoughts... kuhan bought them... i find it kinda boring... so yea... then daniel, chang rong and wee yong went to have their supper... then we ask daniel to buy back... then when daniel called and ask what we want...

jeremy: ask him help me buy mac muffin...

sock hui: *cup the phone*

jeremy: aye... i ask u to help me order lehx...

sock hui: now no mac muffin luhs... still 1-2am nia lehx...

jeremy: I ask u help me order cheese burger... what mac muffin...

i think cuz he drink too much till her dunu what he said... he went to his fren bbq after his dinner... and he came back with his whole face red like dunu what sia...

then sock hui decided to go out and buy instead... so me n joyce followed her... after that went back to the room... watch kung fu panda while eating... then we sit up for awhile to digest our food... after that the stupid jeremy slept on our bed... so we force him to get up and slp on top cuz the space is juz nice for one person to sleep on... we had a hard time ok... finally he got up but guess what! he didnt let us off... he tok n tok n tok non stop... he is so hyper luhs... wth... he say i will keep quiet after u let me have the bed... we refused... and he juz continue talking luhs... finally he say: ok i say goodnight then u say goodnight then i will stop talking... so all of us oblige... he did keep quiet but not for long... cuz he simply juz cant SLP! so he decided to disturb chang rong and ask lots of stupid question... finally all kept quiet and we cn b able to sleep... BUT not for long! kuhan all came bacl from red house and all started to get noisy again! so joyce n I cant slp and we decided to get out n have some fresh air with jeremy, kuhan and his fren(lester) i think is spelt like that luhs...

we ton ton ton till next morning 8am luhs.. wth... didnt slp for the freaking whole day... and sock hui didnt sleep too... we went inside and have a chat till 8+ then went to sleep... slept till 10+ ba...

2nd say nothing much... woke up brush teeth wash face... went to have breakfast... went fairprice to but extra things... went back to the chalet and daniel all wanted to buy extra things... but they went to eat first then they went... me and joyce didnt go so we played naruto... i was a noob man... damn! they came back and wanted to ride bicycle... but i don't know how to! so they went... left me, bijay and jeremy in the room... i was super duper damn freaking bored... baby was on his way to the chalet cuz i ask him to come to pei me and lend me the psp... but by the time he come they come back frm cycling le lorx... -.-... we went out to play 21... while waiting for him to come... he came... went back in the room... played 21 again... after awhile they started to prepare for thr bbq thing... joyce and i help a little... after awhile baby said he was hungry and he went to the nearby food court to eat...

soon after when he came back he played naruto with vicky, jeremy and kuhan while the rest prepare for the bbq... then the cher arrive and we went to pick them up... and mrs ang goes: ohh~ u got a bf huh... lolx... i can just laugh right...

went back to the chalet and I was like: errr... did we just went to the wrong room or something... cuz there are so many strangers there... and it turn out to be chung cai and jeremy frens... wth... so...

mrs ang: cassie, why didnt u intro yr bf to us...

me: errrr... *laugh*

then she started asking me about where i met him and stuff... then the cher gotta leave early... sad... bbq started... n stuff... n baby started to intro me a card game name stress... played n played n played... didnt eat much cuz i was too engross in the game... after that we continue playing for awhile more till kuhan came... and we played another game called "bluff"... played a game and joyce and me went in to bath... damn sticky and sweaty luhs... wth... after that sock hui went to buy some cup noodles for us to eat... then she ask me to try the alcohol she brought to the chalet... took one cup out... n i started to feel a little seh le... went to pei baby outside awhile... then went in to played polar bear... played a few games and i started to feel sian... so stop playing le... sock hui helped me pour one more cup but she put lots of 7 up and a little alcohol... but vicky want us to drink it pure... so i gulp down the cup... and he poured for me and ask us to eat some chips so we wont get drunk easily... drank two cups and the third one baby help me drink cuz he c me like seh seh le... but indeed i was drunk! real drunk.. they tried many ways to keep me awake but to no avail...

I kept clinging on to baby, laughing like dunu what... and lots of things luhs... then i bump onto the bed soundly asleep... baby wanted to drink more but he needs to look after me... =p... till next morning 5+ 6+... woke up... then baby said he was boring so we went out for a stroll... wanted to have breakfast but i felt like vomitting so we went back to the room instead.. he poured me some warm water... then went to take a rest... a call came n said we must check out at 10.30am... so woke up pack up, wash face n brush teeth... after that decided to go white sand to have breakfast but sock hui waiting for her father to pick her up so she didnt went with us... after breakfast all of us went our seperate ways... i went to baby house to have a rest and bath... cuz i still smell a little of the alcohol smell... stayed there till 7 to 8+... have dinner at his house too... then he send me home... tada~ done... n joycelyn... my predicition was right... hohoho~ the guy got a crush on you! haha...

and today... woke up in the afternoon... but was still very tired even though i slept for 10 hrs plus... the air con man came to repair the air con... like finally! after that i had my lunch... then went to bath... in the evening went to meet baby at amk hub to watch wanted... but it was sold out... -.-... walk ard... then baby complain he is hungry... so went to have dinner... after that... walk ard again... then took bus back home... before going in... went to the nearby stair case near my house to have a chat... awhile then went in le... dats all for today...

well, nothing goes smoothly ever since my bro got into a minor car accident... going to temple n pray tomorrow for blessing... hope everything will go smoothly... haix...

n i updated le... so baby now is your turn to UPDATE!!!! =p

2008-06-15T00:27:00.002+08:00

ohh.. father day is tomorrow and i didn't manage to buy anything for him cuz he is like people buy for him he wont use it or hardly use it... -.-... so just celebrate by having dinner together... but wont be going far cuz the car is still under service... so inconvinent...

anw.. baby is back... went to have dinner with them... baby is sick on the last day of the trip... high fever... reasons? cuz he ate too much fried food, tibits and stuff and drink less water... after dinner went back home... went to his house for awhile to get the things he bought for me from taiwan.. 2 sets of clothes for me + errr... "mua chee" for my parents... I went back home myself cuz he is sick+ is late...

suppose to meet him on sun but is father day... I know u all might be thinking there is still other day what... not as easy as you thought... he is so freaking busy with his WS competition... from mon-fri... sat and sun MAYBE got mfb... so u say lehx... got tym for me a not...

mon he got WS + mfb meeting... but he is not going for the meeting.. he is going for the WS instead... so i really dunu when we can meet again... plus i having my sec sch class chalet from 24-26th... school is going to reopen soon... and yet we got soooo less time together... by the time he is free.. school is gonna reopen already...

missing him during his one week trip to taiwan... and yet he is so freaking busy even coming back from taiwan... today didn't really had time together tomorrow is father day cant meet him... he? mon-fri not free... cuz of WS... sat and sun maybe got mfb meeting... I really don't know when is the next time i could meet him le... I really dont want like when school is gonna reopen then meet him cuz it will make me even more sad... as u all know when school reopen the person is not free will be me and not him... and we will hardly meet each other when school reopen... see! clash again... sian...

Is like he is free i am busy... when he is busy i am free... how do you feel if you got super less time with yr other half even during the holidays... neglected is what I feel... but i cant do anything nor change anything... is his competition and meeting what I can do... N-O-T-H-I-N-G... nothing!

2008-06-09T00:33:00.002+08:00

haix... things has not been going well... my brother is giving soooo many problem... yet, my mum love him so much rather than me luhs... ok... nvrm about that... he just got into an minor accident yesterday while driving my father's car to send his gf home... so my father gotta send for service which COST HIM A BOMB!!! and yet my brother looks like nothing has happen... and still can ask my father whether can he still drive the car when the car has been service finish... my father refuse and he still can say say say till my father soft hearted let him drive again... and cuz of him my father gotta apply leave tomorrow till the car comes back... and today he told my father he left the lappy at the car!!! and the car is already been towed away!!! shit him... even now I also think he is at the fault ok! today then realized and didn't even call us in the afternoon... seeing my parents so upset I can't do anything just waiting for my brother to call home and say the lappy is still there... I am really speachless seriously... cant he give my parents a break!!!!!

2008-06-08T23:19:00.002+08:00

here to blog again... yesterday pei baby whole day cuz he is going taiwan le... which is today... went to E-Hub to catch kungfu panda... haha... it is super hilarous... a panda that knows nothing about kungfu and just learn it in a day... and he can beat the lepoard who is being trained up since he was small... should go watch worth it luhs... anyway, before the movie went to his house quite early... after that we took bus to E-hub... his stupid idea to take bus and we suppose to catch the 6pm show but couldnt make it... -.-... so in the end reach there he do his nebo card... waited for 15 mins for his card to be ready... meanwhile, went to archad... took the card and went to see the time slot... 7.50pm and 8+ all selling fast... next slot is abt 9+ i tink... but think is quite late le plus is so far from my home... so we took the 8+ one... though is quite in front but at least not the 1st row cn le... =x... while waiting for the movie to start we went to eat at nihon murah... is that how u spell it... not sure luhs... he spent quite a lot wor... on movie ticket+popcorn+drinks(delivery), nebo card, food and some other stuff which already cost about $50 to $60 le wor... but the food we paid half-half... so yea.. spent only $16... =P.. after that movie gonna start le... but I felt super cold cuz of the dessert... went outside for awhile then go back in... just in time for the movie... after movie... of course we went back home... cried and hold his hand real tight... dun wanna let him go... but is really late le... about 10-11+ le ba... he stop at bedok... sms me... when he reach home chatted with him on the phone... came back home relax for awhile then i go bath le... after bathing he call me again... chatted till he sleep lorz... i watch drama till almost 5am ba... cant slp... thinking that he will be leaving for overseas... cried like hell... wake him at 5.45am... sms for awhile then go slp le... 11+ wake up again sms him but at that time he going to board the plane le... ='(... i thought i could do it... but it seems that only half a day... i feel weird not smsing him... wanted to sms but forgot he is in overseas and doesn't have auto-roaming... haix... trying to numb myself watching drama... but it didn't seems to work much... keep crying while thinking of him... haix...

suppose to meet the gang today about the chalet stuff... but sadly, most of them can't make it except me and sock hui... -.-... then the meeting was cancelled instead... see you guys soon... =)))

2008-06-06T02:39:00.002+08:00

today got a super bad headache due to studying late at night the past few days... the exam was actually ok... wasn't as difficult as I thought... finally get to relax... =)... was so stressed up for the pass few days... mugging like crazy... gosh! Just realized something... best friend, sisters, good friends all are just names... in a few years time, you will never know whether are you both still in a good friendship...

in sec days, all kept saying you are my best friend, my sister my good friend and stuff... but once you graduate from that school things change in a few months time... see each other in school again after a few months later you just walk pass the person like you don't even know who he/she is...

things has not been right this few days... friends getting pissed by me cuz I didn't get to meet them this few days... and Sock Hui told me if i cant promise something don't anyhow promise... but i did say that i cant mit you all what when sometimes you all ask me out... except for the genting part...

Sock Hui and me are all right now just left joycelyn... I dunu whats up with her man... Well, maybe she is not studying my course so she dun really understand what I going through... she always tell me to relax... but in this course there is a lot of programming and i need time to understand...

I did ask the both of them out but I don't know the outcome... I did what I am able to do already... now is depend on whether they understand a not... haix... having a bad headache now... gonna go slp alrdy...

and another thing I dont understand... some friends of mine says that I'm very "jiao ao" (proud) when i graduate from a particular school... the reason is... cuz I hardly contact them... -.-... is they change num also nvr tell me lorx... plus they most of the time working... how you expect me to keep in contact... and school reopen i also busy... no time to keep in contact either until during holidays...

*just hope that things will turn out fine... and friendship will go back to normal... is like shit now and rather shaky... just hope that we can sort and talk things out face to face if you all are unhappy with me about some issue.. if you all settle with me face to face at least things will solve even faster isn't it... rather than drag and drag and don't wanna tell till it become worst..

2008-05-29T17:36:00.002+08:00

finally got the time to update... using my bro going to spoil the lappy... my com is going hay wire... everytime open a new window will hang... gotta re format soon... studying for my soon to come exams... gosh! a week to go sia... anw... joyce going to overseas tomorrow... Sock Hui ask me to go genting with them on the 13-15th... but i got appt on the 13th with my mum...

well, waiting for joyce to come back n c whether r they gonna ask me out... didn't went to school today... y? stayed in school till 6+ almost 7 to finish up the css... i handled it all to david n sihui since i alrdy did the linking, finding pics and information.. just left the css... reach home about 8 plus... ate dinner... studied... talking on msn... till 11.30pm went to bath slept at almost 1+... wanted to wake up at 6.15 cuz my father sending me... but i was so tired that i told my father no need send le i wake up a bit later then go school...

try to wake up at 7am but still tired... i gave up n didn't go school.. anw all test have alrdy done le.. concentrate mre on exam... gambatte!!!

i asked most of the 4 pointers abt one wireless ques and none of them be able to answer it... ='(... sian...

and yest phase test jasmine damn funny please... she ask me how to ping... then i say ping to the other com ip... u guess what she write? she type exactly the same what i told her... "ping to the other com ip" when she told us that we were laughing like hell please... hahaha...

but the phase test is ok luhs... i hate the days when is nearing to exam... test and assignments all bombing towards me... T_T...

stopping here.. wee~ holidays is when i can relax my stress away...

sec class chalet coming soon... ^^... get to see all my sec frens again... renuion chalet... ^^... c u guys real soon...

to my 2 "lao gong": If u read this blog... I am sorry... I don't know what else to say... juz sorry...

2008-05-12T19:30:00.003+08:00

i know it been sooooooooooo long since I last update... thats because my school is a total cazy... having two test next week thur n fri... on wireless.. and 28th may there is another one which is from chap 1-11 + wireless... n is a phase test... plus 26th there will be another sun solaris test... everything is all combined n so stressed up... n tml there will be a IFA phase test.. how "cool" is that... and like wth i only got a just pass for my sun solaris... and I studied so freaking hard for it... going to baby house to study for the whole day cuz my house couldn't dl it.. i didn't want to buy it since after 26th I can say BYE BYE to my sun solaris... yoohoo! but still gotta start studying... my exam is on 5 JUne... argh!!! it really sux... plus my final year project is coming soon...

and our grp has yet to discuss... cuz of test! gotta study... shucks! so yea... couldn't even go out with my friends to enjoy... gotta wait for holiday then can really fully enjoy... i swear i gonna make full use of my holiday man! too stressed up with all the test coming... though is all about understanding but when come to theory u really have to memorised... cuz there will be short ans for you to feel... 5 short answers can really kill me!

this will be my last post till after my test and exams! mugging mugging mugging... i just really not happy with my sun solaris results though... theory really do sux!

and also cuz of test i gotta spent less time with my baby and friends... we spent soooooo less time together...

i dunu how long i can take this stress on me ='(

2008-04-14T08:20:00.003+08:00

now in school waiting for cher to start lesson... and wth school starts so early luhs... 3 weeks just gone like that and is time for early lessons again... need to wake up early, go home early to rest and stuff... argh! who ask me to choose so far? of course got to wake up early luhs... anw last week wed, thur, fri, sat and sun was with baby the whole time... Mon cant meet cuz we both got something on and he also got chalet... Tues he needs rest cuz he ton the whole day in the chalet...

5 straight days meet together and yet I still feel is not enough... argh! good time flies isn't it... =(...

i was hell freaking pissed off with my mum unreasonable reaction... baby came to my house on sun to watch le grand chef and had dinner... my mum told me not to talk on the phone as I need rest we agreed... my mum wanted to have a talk to me but it seems weird and quite shocking cuz it seems that I got nothing to talk to her! then I went to bath and stuff msn baby and some frens came to talk to me in msn... my mum ask me whether is baby talking to me i said yes.. and she was like : I say not to talk on the phone but you all msn and sms next time i must say all at one go... I was like wth if I say i talking to my frens on msn she will not be like that de lorx... then she ask me to go sleep i told her nicely that I will slp later just awhile more i going sleep... after that she was there nagging none stop.. how would you feel that you were msning my fren and your mum is behind you nagging non stop you will feel fed up right...

then she say I very selfish and stuff which I didn't do anything luhs... last time I sleep late she never say anything now I sleep late then she down there complaining... sometimes i really don;t know what is she thinking luhs... then we start to quarrel lorx... then when I want to go sleep le then she shout at me to off the light then I go off lorx... after that I thought she want to go other room do something... I close the door gently then she just smack the door and say : I haven't go in yet how dare you smack the door on my face... then I was like I where got smack the door on her face... idiot... I gently just close the door ok you know what is the meaning of smack the door on the face... meaning I just slam the door loudly but I didn't lorx... anyhow come maglin me.. wth...

damn it! last day of my holiday then come and scold me for nothing... My father say cuz she worry about her father... even though like that she shouldn't anyhow vent her bladdy anger on me... is always like that after knowing my bro is not at fault and she is at fault then she "bu fu qi" then come find trouble with me! damn freaking pissed luhs...

but too bad baby will not be with me today cuz he got BL... he decided to help David today... so Yea... going study now! bye!

2008-04-11T02:29:00.002+08:00

damn it.. my parents had been quarelling ever since yesterday... like wt* luhs... they were quarrelling over my bro using his car and my "ah ma" wake thing... my mum didn't want us to go for the last day of the wake... cuz she say that our spiritual is very low and stuff... yea... so they quarrelled cuz of that...

and today... i totally detest my father... he is like banging the door for nothing luhs... we down there keeping quiet didn't do or say anything then he bang bang bang the door juz beacuse my bro use his car to drive his GF home as there is no more last bus already...

then anyhow shout and thats when they started quarrelling again... can't they even talk peacefully.. i juz don't understand why my father like for nothing like to find trouble with my mum lorx...

i hate his drunken state... tell him to drink lesser he don't want listen... if he always like that who can ever stand it?

2008-04-09T22:49:00.013+08:00

ooo~ back to my rusty blog... LOLX... anw... last fri went out with my two "lao gong"... went to AMK hub I met them late... cuz I suppose to meet them at 11+... but cuz i slept late during the four days so yea last day slept super late so didn't have the energy to to meet them that early... instead I met them at 3+... so went met them at Coffee Bean... then walk walk walk then after that decided to watch movie... watch definitely maybe at 9.30 at cathay... but the tickets are expensive... $10 per tickets... so deicided to go Bishan GV but the movie starts at 11.45 no bus home already so decided to go back AMK hub again... the time is still super early so we go Mos Burger to have a light dinner... had ice milk tea and fries... slack slack slack till the movie starts... bought bread to bring in and eat while watching movie... but they didn't eat it anw... after movie went for supper at mac... after that went home and open my bag and found out that their things are with me and forgotten to take them back... LOLX...

then came back bath and stuff slept at 3+ woke up at 8 cuz going escape... woke joyce up then baby and he is just a pig luhs... take so long to pick up... from 8 to 9... 1 hour ltr then he pick up... faster go get ready... i was late meeting them cuz of him also... met joyce and sock hui at mac they had breakfast but I didn't eat cuz i scared i eat too full i will throw up... then went to 88 to pasir ris inter then took another bus to downtown east... reach le but he still haven reach... after that went inside to wait for him... the 1st ride we took is the inverter... LOLX... we drag baby to join us even he didn't want to cuz he SCARED OF HEIGHT... then during the pirate ship we sat right at the back of the seat and he was shouting luhs... but his way of shouting is damn funny... we took two times... then play play play till we were tired then went burger king to have a drink but it was raining so we had to wait for awhile then can go out to play again... baby kept asking us to go in the haunted house we did but not even halfway through I ran out... when it didn't rain too heavily we decided to go out for awhile... then come back later... when it stopped raining we continue to play again when we decided to play rainbow he back out cuz he scared =.=... ohh... we played the Daytona Go-Kart... LOLX... first time playing... played till abt 6... then went have dinner then walk walk walk after that went to pasir ris inter... cuz he is going to meet his bro and we were also tired already... had a bad headache but it was ok after eating...

then he took MRT to city hall I think... but we didn't know where to go... after thinking we decided to go changi airport T3... walk walk walk then went to mac to slack then have another dinner... =.=... slack slack slack till 10+ then take bus go home... think reach home abt 11+ to 12 ba...

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2008-03-21T22:29:00.008+08:00

*cough cough* super dusty blog... a month plus never update... now is the favourite phrase of mine : It's holiday!!! like finally... been waiting for this days for super duper long... it seems like years I have waited for this days... after holiday lots of stuff to do... projects, class test, phase test and most of the important ones EXAM!!! so got super less time to pei baby... in order not to waste time slacking... he decided to work while I prepare for my school stuff... anyway... holidays don't really have much time together too... he 1 2 go work to earn money... so yea... nvrm lor... i wait for frens to date me out or watch drama at home... yoohoo~~~ ANYONE DATE ME OUT??? hees...

holiday is the time for me to relax myself... school days is super stress for me... got test, phase test and the most scary thing of all exams... baby said out of all people going to ITE i am the only one he sees that I study like crazy... fancy waking up early in the morning abt 4-5 am in the morning just to study for the class test... yea... networking test... and it really sux... short ans really sux luhs... wth... one ques 5 marks lehx... argh!

my plans for my holidays is... go out with baby whenever possible, go out with my long time no see frens, catch up drama that I miss... OMG! all done within 3 weeks... how is that possible...

sock hui.. change blog URL never update me... update me lehx... ohh time to link ppl up... hees...

buddy David last long with yr girl all right... hees... stay sweety sweety... haha...

joycelyn... where the hell have you been.. sorry... that time bo mood to conference cuz of my HP... but i got it back le... wee~~~

lali... OMG!!! how many zillion years never meet u up after last year don't know which month sia... and I dreamt abt u... well, not good dream though...

azlin... awww... after u graduate from ITE never meet le... busy busy busy...

sec school class boys... all die le... don't know migrate to which country... idiot... don't know which idiot says one month meet once... three months also don't have ar... still one month...

haii... don't know all die where alrdy luhs...

baby... love you!! happy 6 months.. hees... got lots of things happen within this 6 months eh... happy, sad, angry and quarrel days... but we still manage to be together for 6 months... hees.. muacks!!! u r always there for me when i need you... thank you!!! and plz update yr blog... piggy...

ohh... my favoutie movie...

my top favourite movie... is a must watch movie... the storyline is good... touching, comedy and etc... rate it 5/5... I cried during the movie... super nice... baby was laughing when i cried... humph...

my second fav movie... i like their dance moves... and the tempo of the music...

this movie is quite nice... is all about fate, love and understandings and many more...

the movie i wanted to watch...

ok... i know is very small kids and childish... but it really seems interesting...

I watch the trailer... it seems funny... hees...

baby wants to watch this... but i scared of horror movies... hmmm... shuld i watch???

ok... update more tml... i wanna go bath then chat with baby... wee~~ tata...

2008-02-17T15:04:00.002+08:00

my mood was badly affected by the incident on fri... those who were with me on that day should know why... don't wish to talk about it again... =/... my mum can treat it like this has never happen before cuz she is back to the way she is... but not for me... I was badly affected by it... i didn't feel happy at all after that day... I wasn't the person I use to be after that day... everything is not going right for me this few days... hmmm... this year maybe a bad year for me I guess... maybe this is not the age of having my freedom yet... I know... maybe i'm too young to have such freedom... but everybody wishes to have their own freedom don't they...

I did try talking to my mum but she just won't listen to what I said... yea... she is the stubborn kind of person... which you can really find hard time talking to her to wake her sense of what you are trying to say... she will always have her opinon and always will want people to go her way instead of she going to to people's way...

maybe my parents don't really understand what I really wanted for years... and that is freedom... they still treat me like all those kids that needs protection... i mean all parents will want to protect their children thats fine... but if overly protected are you able to accept it???

maybe i am also taking for granted lately... keep on coming home late when i have class the next day... after that talk on the phone also almost everyday.. yea... gotta change the habit of mine... to let my mum trust me over again... my mum hasn't really been trusting me after what all has happen... so yea... gotta gain back her trust once again... everything must put back in place before anything gets worst...

not really in the mood to do anything right now... fri incident really shocked me and affected me badly... i haven't been smiling nor talking a lot to my parents lately... so yea... hope my mood will be back to place after a few days... =)...

2008-02-07T00:27:00.000+08:00

wooo~~~ its been long since I last update... been busy as usual... or also can be said as rather lazy... anw happy CNY everybody... tml gotta wake up early to go relative hse so yea... gotta slp early.. juz had a quarrel with baby... hmmm... maybe i'm juz being unreasonable or whatever the thing is... yea... the very 1st time i had tis quarrel after 3-4 mths being together... and is on a very stupid thing luhs... but yea... he is always giving in to me... =)... i have a very short temper so u really got to understand me if i ever flare up on someting... well, maybe i can change on that... but yea... this is my personality...

I wonder why guys love to play computer games so much... hmmm... maybe I should try out one day too... =)... LOL... well, if i have the free time... cuz now is i'm busy with my school work luhs... argh! hate it... i sux at sun solaris luhs... dunu what eric see toking abt... maybe he is toking to fast... cuz after all he had teach i only understand a little part of it... like wth luhs... argh! got to start bucking up my Sun Solaris... and my IFA is still all right... juz that some parts of the code prob... but the rest is still rather ok.. =)...

hmmm... meeting baby on sat... so yea... finally got to see him... Mon... only met him for awhile then go home ALONE luhs... cuz he needs to go somewhere... tues... also met him for awhile then go home ALONE again... cuz he got class to go to... wed suppose to meet him for awhile but mum wasn't very happy that I go out on the CNY eve... so yea... didn't in the end... thur and fri can't get to meet him due to visiting... so yea... only sat...

probably bcuz of this dats y I'm like that... =(... sian luhs...

well, today had a family renuion dinner... is actually a very happy one... talk a lot of things and stuff... ^.^... haha...

2008-01-27T18:39:00.000+08:00

not been updating for don't know how many donkey years... cuz lazy to update... going out... doing projects... doing assignments... =)... nothing much really happen this few days... juz have been watching movies with baby this few days... going K with friends... doing assignments... discussing projects... studying for ccna test which is every FRI... try to meet up with baby whenever possible... and so on...

baby and I are still going on fine... hmmm... suppose to go out on sat with him cuz my mum says she wants to go for facial... but due to communication break down... my mum cancelled her facial and suddenly ask me whether I want to go out today to buy CNY clothes... since SUN is inconvienent to go out I got to cancel my date with him instead... it took me quite a while to think thru ok... so yea... he went out with his friends while I went out with my mum instead... so finally bought everything which I suppose to buy... after everything... waited for my bro to come fetch us... got caught in a jam... reached home abt 11+... bathed and all then called baby... yea... he fell asleep on the phone... hmmm... not be able to meet him on mon and tues cuz he got work to do... so got to wait till wed... next week he totally got no time for me except fri... cuz he says he learning something which I don't even know what is he up to... nvrm about that...

hmmm... feeling a little tired now... gotta take a rest for awhile... tata...

2008-01-09T00:30:00.000+08:00

toking to baby on the phone now... halfway talking halfway blogging.. LOL... yest didn't have the strength to blog luhs... come back from outside after celebrating baby's birthday... happy 19th birthday baby!!! ^.^ ... but my friends all said that you don't look surprise yesterday sia... LOL... yesterday end at 2+ after sch because of the idiot eric see who trick us by waiting for him about 1/2 hour then say we can be dismiss already... like wth luhs... then got to wait for baby to finish his CCA... waited and waited and waited till 5+... while waiting Joycelyn called me so we chatted until he comes out... then Ben and Yong Xiang was me telling be careful of him cuz he is full of cake smell... LOL... he kena sabo by his BL mates... he seems like he just come out from dunu where like that... he looks so oily and sticky due to the cake smashing... haha... then buddy call me and ask me whether do I still need his help then I said I still need it... he ask me to go up to the 2nd floor... I thought what happen then he ask we all go up and talk... -.-'''... then talk for awhile suddenly there is another meeting at cafe 1... so he got to go down and of course we got to wait for him luhs... slack at cafe 1 with baby, his mei and friends... then chatted with joyce on the phone asking her where is she and stuff... Buddy seems tired and he ask me to buy for him drink cuz he had eaten nothing nor drink anything for the whole day... so yea... bought for him... then when I put the drinks on the table... the BL people was like "wahh" and they all look at me... then I was like -.-???... nvrm about that... so when joyce left orchard we still at school luhs... waiting for buddy to finish...

after he finish at about 6+ then we faster go off... took 24 but miss two of them... like wth... then walk to the other bus stop... suppose to take 31 then 45 so we can reach faster I think... but when 31 came they didn't get up... when it just went off then I ask them why didn't they take the bus... then they say why didn't you say earlier wait for it to go then you say... LOL... after awhile 24 came so we board lorx... then I msg joyce then she say she at Sock Hui's house when we reach then call her lorx... I was sleeping for awhile but the bus is too jerky til I cannot sleep luhs... it took 1 hour plus to reach AMK HUB... we reach at abt 7+ going to 8... took 261 to my house... then buddy and I was talking about something that baby don't even understand luhs... he was down there catch no ball... =P... then buddy tried to drag the time while waiting for joyce and sock hui to come... when they come buddy, Sock Hui and me faster go up take the stuff and everything... ask buddy to go down first to blind fold then we two went down a bit later... after that gave him a surprise but my friends all say he don't seems surprise at all luhs... haha... then suddenly I remember I forgot to take the gift... then got to run up and take...

the cake and chocolate was diffcult to cut and eat cuz it was being put in the freezer... then the cake consist of biscuit, almond and the rest is chocolate thats why is diffcult to cut... then they went to buy mac cuz they were hungry and left baby and me eating the cake... when they come back they ask we two to go somewhere else first... At first I thought what are they up to... then they sabo baby by putting all those disgusting ingredients inside... after all the fun we slack and chat... then Sock Hui got to go first... then we just continue chatting... I cried a little due to my sec sch story and buddy told me about the camp thing... awww... saddening luhs... I cling onto baby very tightly cuz I'm not able to see him on tues... which is today or should I say yesterday... then about 11.15pm he left to catch the last bus... he wanted to ask me to accompany him to the bus stop but sorry I really didn't thought of that... sorry baby... then when he left... left buddy, joyce and me talking... talk talk talk about 11+ going to 12... then they left then I ji siao they all before I go up... LOL... "Hong Lu Deng"... went up call baby chatted for awhile... then I went to bath and stuff... I was shivering when my air con is not even cold I just feel weak luhs and like I'm gonna faint any moment... sms baby for awhile then I POP... on my bed... then the next day when my alarm clock rings it feels that I only slept for an hour luhs when I actually slept for about 4-5 hours plus...

today had IFA... is all about HTML stuff... hmmm... pretty easy FOR NOW... next will be java script... which I WILL BE SO DEAD CUZ I TOTALLY DREAD JAVA... today even though I'm totally tired but I still did listen to class ok... all right... done with blogging... tata... ^^... and baby hope you like the gift... ^^... love you!!! =)

2008-01-06T01:17:00.000+08:00

now is 1+ in the morning... and I haven't even bath yet... waiting for my bro to get out of that damn bathroom then is my turn to bath... so at the mean while here I am blogging... went out with Ah Lian(Joyce) and Sock Hui... meet them at Mac... when Ah Lian came her hair is super red luhs... I thought which Ah Lian walking towards me sia... =P... I thought she was only hightlighting her hair... suppose to meet them at 1pm but late as usual... the three of us reached there at about 1+ going to 2 I guess... ate then went to Orchard and by the time we reached there it was raining luhs... yea... was caught in the rain... went to buy belt cuz is really time for me to buy one... pierce another ear hole... cuz I wanted to pierce for so long but there is really no time for it... wanted to pierce 4 holes... 2 right 2 left... but ah lian said it will be painful if I were pierce all at one go... so I pierce 2 holes instead... 1 left 1 right... bought the belt for $28 and piercing for $10... after that walk walk walk... went to break talk cuz Sock Hui wants her slipper to be dry before going anywhere else... ate again... I don't want to eat anything cuz I'm still quite full but in the end they still bought for me... -.-'''... paid Sock Hui the $$$ but she said she paid for me the drinks... =)... thanks... after that see clothing and stuff... Sock Hui wanted to buy a clothing but she didn't in the end... carry on walking then we saw some cute stuff and went in and see... yea... bought something for... *secret*... =P... then Sock Hui feels like eating ice cream so we followed her then ah lian feels like eating sweet corn so we also follow her... then ah lian wanted to make the conflack thing... so she asked sock hui for the ingredients then we went in to the supermarket cuz ah lian wants to know what brand that Sock Hui usually buy to make...

and it was super lame luhs... -.-'''... Sock Hui bought mag to read... after that headed to starbucks... talk about lots and lots of things luhs... talked for about a few hours ok... then about 11+... we went to take MRT home... reached home about hmmm... going to 12... yea about that... then saw the ah beng (jeremy (sec sch)) while on the way home... and the 1st ques I ask him is "si dao na li qu le"... he is damn ah beng now luhs... wth... took some lame pics... shall upload it sometime later... lazy...

anyway baby is out with his primary school friends for I don't know what occassion... nvrm... can't really remember is it to celebrate his advance bday or gathering... probably having too much fun till forget to msg me... -.-... nvrm... now is 1+ going to 2... ok time for me to bath now... tata...

2008-01-05T01:40:00.000+08:00

time to blog... cuz baby has been saying that I have not been blogging... so yea I'M HERE!!! so don't complain ok... =P... and I said today I will blog... so I didn't break my promise... =P... so like SCHOOL IS STARTING IN 2 DAYS TIME... which is equal to SIANZ... didn't had enough of my holiday though... still in a holiday mood sia... now is already 2+... going out with kuku head and sock hui later... like FINALLY!!! ever since my holiday i never even been out once with them luhs...

went out with baby to vivo to celebrate his advance 19th birthday... suppose to meet him at 12pm... I was late... as usual... I thought baby will be late which he sometime do... so I msn him the day before telling him better don't be late... cuz guys should never let a girl wait right... and he did... went out of the house early and reach there on time luhs... I was suppose to wake up at 10am... but was simply too tired till I slept for another 15 mins... bath, pack the house and everything... left my house at 11.30... I said to myself die sure late de... and I was late for 25 mins to 1/2 hr... sorry baby... =(... suppose to meet him at the harbour front MRT but he went to buy tickets and food cuz he was hungry... since the show is still early cuz it starts at 2.20 I think... and the time is only 12.30pm... so walk walk walk around... and sat at the err... I don't know the place of the name... you know where people use to go there and soak their legs??? yea... sat there and talk lots of things luhs... and he kept asking me to go down the water whicH I don't want luhs... when the time is up went to watch worlords... yea... war show... is all about fighting, betraying and stuff luhs... the show was rather ok... after the movie suppose to go and eat lunch but after eating the popcorn we don't feel like eating lunch luhs... maybe cuz is too sweet and that kills my appetite...

walk to the MRT to tampanies to go to his house cuz we simply have really no idea on where to go... TOLD YOU I WAS BAD AT PLANNING RIGHT??? before that he said he wanted to cook lunch so went to supermarket which is near his house to buy some stuff... walked to his house and he drag me to cook with him... and I don't know how to use his microwave luhs... look here look there press here press there also cannot open... I pulled open cuz my house the microwave is use to pull then able to open... but still cannot... then...

baby: what you pressing??? this button got nothing to do with opening the microwave
me: then how you open???
baby: *press the button at the bottom right corner of the microwave*
Me: -.-'''... ohhhhh... *laughing*
baby: tian ah! what kind of assistant are you...
me: *laughing*

put inside the eel then turn the timing to 4 but guess what I didn't press the start button... then...

baby: you waiting for what? press the start button luhs

then I was like huh need to press start mehx... my house wan no need mahx... just need to turn only...

not use to his house things luhs... never been to his kitchen before... then he ask me to make fruit punch... making halfway I saw the eel in the packet like being "bloated" like that... then I ask him faster stop cuz I scared it burst... then he ask me...

baby: you sure you put the timing correct mahx???
me: it says 2 mins to deforst then 4 mins to make it hot...
baby: but then it deforst already right... then pock hole to the packet luhs...
me: 0.0
baby: tian ah! you are here to assist me or are you here to kill me?
me: LOL

after everything is done... I stir the fruit punch and throw the spoon at the basin... totally forgot that we might need to use it... in the end the bottom of the drink is SUPER SWEET... haha... then slack slack slack.. watch er zuo ju zhi wen 2... I almost fell asleep due to going out the whole day I guess... but I did sleep for awhile luhs... then he love to pinch my noes so when I want to pinch his... he hide his face away... then I use violence against him to just pinch his nose and slap his face... was super high luhs... then left his place at 10pm... reach home quite early about 11+ like that... ^^...

BABY ON THE 7TH JAN YOU WILL KNOW WHAT WILL HAPPEN... DI QIU SHI YUAN DEEEEEEE... WHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA... =P

gotta sleep nowwwww... meeting joyce and sock hui tml... ^^.. Nitez...

2007-12-26T22:43:00.000+08:00

-.-'''... something is wrong with my mum today... fancy calling my father hp WHEN he is at home... and fancy asking me sms my bro WHEN he is at home too... ahh... whatever... don't wan to bother about it...

I came here to blog because I was boreddddddddddd... yea... vvv boredddddd... hoildays is suppose for me to have fun and relax... but I was super bored this few days luhs... I want to have my fun back... waiting for the kuku head to come back from her genting... ^^... ok stop here got nth else to blog cuz i dun have anything on today... super slack luh... !@#$%^&*()_+... dun wanna scold vuglar words on my blog... so use this to "chu qi"... LOL...

2007-12-26T01:29:00.000+08:00

Few days never blog... yea... busy keeping up with the dramas that I totally no time to watch... is already 1.30 and I still not yet bath... shall go bath after blogging... I'm missing Sock Hui, Joyce, Lali, Azlin, Xin Yu... and all the funky 401 people... awww... miss the times when we were in sec sch... gossiping was one of our fav... hees... and of course being high like nobody business... especially with the girls whom I always hang out with... I'm missing them like crazy luhs... sooooo long nvr hang out le please... 27th which is like tomorrow SOCK HUI will be backkkkk!!! BUT joycelyn the kuku head will be going to genting and will be back before 1st of Jan or something... let's hang out when u come back ok kuku head... and also keep me updateeeee horrrrr... haha... plus sock hui toooo... Lali... when you free sia??? you seems to be like a business woman luhs... school is reopening soon which is about 2 weeks time... ahh... stress and sian... I sux at java script please... wondering why always school holiday finishing sooo fast than I expected... need to sleep early and wake up early of course which is not my routine luhs... hate it when I need to sleep early n not to even say wake up early as well... Need to get from joyce for our sec sch bday again... after repairing my HP few months ago I forgotten to write it down and all the data has already been erase... haii...

ok... today... went to his hse first... suppose to meet at dohby at 2pm... but I knew he will wake up LATE due to his "christmas drinking" the night before... and SO I purposely woke up late toooo... woke up at 1.15... LOL... but he told me that he sprain his ankle and tell me to meet him at tamp instead... so i took my own sweet time preparing... while my family went to have lunch together... awww... but I went out instead so didn't follow them... took 261, 22 and 65 to reach his hse... -.-'''... slack slack slack... then about 5+... went to the cinema to check the slots for the movie... but most of them are selling fast... and also no seats for 6+... is either left 1 seat or the first row... I totally dread the first row... 1. neck pain... 2. eye pain... so yea... watch 9.05 instead... cuz if watch at 9.50 I will not be able to catch the last bus which is 11.30... yea... by the time we take our own sweet time to walk... I can say bye bye to my last bus... LOL... ohh... his bro and he showed me the video of his drinking competition... it was totally a craze plz... haha... then went to his friend christmas party first then back to the cinema later... they were talking about cars... and plz I didn't know anything about them luhs... so me being an anti-social just sat there... and he force me to eat as much as they BBQ... yea... but 1st I'm allergy to sotong... 2nd... I can't eat beef cuz I am a buddist... LOL... so didn't eat much but is simply too full luhs... and all the people there are older than me... well, only 1 or 2 maybe... so can't click...

so about 8+... went off for the cinema show... watch I am the legend... the show is super nice please... thrilling and saddening... rate it 10/10... really a nice show... go and watch!!! the ending was sad though... cried a little... awww... but it was really a sad ending luhs... after that walk slowly to the inter... waited for bus 22... it came quite fast though... then he alighted at after the stop of his sec school... he can't send me hm luhs... cuz he 100% can't catch the last bus or MRT... so listened to my music... hees... my fav... halfway through the song he call me and chatted with me and making fun of me of course...

chatted halfway... I heard a motocycle just "vroom" through... and he was shouting luhs... I thought what actually happen ok... I called for him and he didn't answer me... after awhile he pick it up... and he didn't want to tell me anything... till I ask him whether did he sprain his ankle again and he told me that he ALMOST got into a car accident... yea... after a while we put down the phone and sms each other instead... I was thinking lots of things in the bus while on the way home... nah... shall not say it here... being alone during a longgg bus ride really can make you think about lots of things... some happy and some unhappiness... maybe I'm thinking too much... hmmm... don't know luhs...

ohh... he gave me a christmas gift that he made it himself... I didn't know he will give me... so I didn't prepare one... cuz I will only give birthday gift... or maybe valentines day or something... but christmas... nah... hardly... LOL... I was suppose to meet David during the weekends to buy some stuff... but I cancelled it instead because.... *secret*... ok... now is 2+ going to 3... going to bath now... yea... was talking to joyce about problems so now then blog finish... after that gotta sleep... sleeping early today due to energy drain out cuz of going outttt... ok... Nitez....

2007-12-19T22:13:00.000+08:00

yawn~~~ feeling tired... been sleeping late for two days... 4am and 5am... and both days I was being woken up by a call by my mum... at 11-12+... haii... baby is out with his sec sch friends to watch movie... he ask me to come along but I rejected it... yea... me being a anti-social person... ^^... I don't even know one of them luhs... tomorrow is a public holiday... wondering how am I gonna spent my day... plus christmas too... yea... joyce will be working OT on that day... plus the next day she is going genting... sock hui will be at overseas... Lali??? hmm... heh heh... busy dating??? LOLX... no idea... the rest is all guys luhs... guys... what will they do??? fishing... LOLX... yea... they always do that...

there won't be family day cuz my bro surely got plans on public hoildays... yea.. saddening... haha... I'm like super bored nowwwwwwww... arghhhhh!!! I extremly detest bordness... is been so long since I last had sooooo muchhhhh fun... =(... I don't want to waste my precious holidays just like that... I left only two weeks plus holiday... after that I will be crazy studying like mad... yea... heard that next module we are taking aren't easy... SUNOS or something like that.. can't really remember... is more on java script I heard... and I totally detest java luhs... I wonder can I able to make it for next year... damn!

2007-12-18T23:50:00.000+08:00

My parents was quarrelling just now... because of my brother AGAIN!!! My father always love to make a big scene out of it... When everything is going peacefully at home and because of his stupid drunken state he always make a big scene out of it... My bro was driving his car as usual as what he always do... but my father sometimes is ok with it IF he is not in his drunken state... but IF he is... he sure will to make a big scene luhs... and he was like blaming me saying that I still have the mood to talk to my friends... and it totally has nothing to do with me luhs... is my bro prob... why pull me in for what... like wth luhs... got no one to be punching bag take me as one... I totally hate to talk to him when he is in his drunken state luhs... and I was talking to joyce on the phone about our prob luhs... and my parents kept quarelling non stop till she has to call me back tomorrow cuz she needs to work also... sianz luhs... I was actually in a good mood today cuz I get to meet baby after for like almost a week... but my whole mood was being trash by the quarelling... they always love to quarrel about some small little things luhs... but instead the problem became bigger and bigger till there is no way to resolve it luhs... =(... totally not in the mood now...

2007-12-18T11:09:00.001+08:00

Yesterday was super crazy ok... Was talking to buddy and sherwin on the phone and chatted till about 4+ luhs... couldn't tolerate already... my eyelid is getting heavier and heavier so I told them I want to have my sleep... and all of us put down the phone at 4.45 like that... but the moment I get up from the sofa off the lights and everything... I couldn't get to sleep!!! argh!!! so I just try to make myself sleep... best method: crying... I know that is silly... but no choice I don't want to have even darker panda eyes luhs... so I manage to sleep at about 5am... and just now I was woken up by a phone call... I was too lazy to pick up... the moment I wanted to it stop ringing... ohh well, I don't know the number so didn't call back... LOL... and because of it I can't get back to sleep and is only 11+... I only had 5 hours plus of sleeping... shall get back to sleep after blogging later... ^^...

Well, I could sense that baby wasn't really happy yesterday... cuz we already hardly talk to each other as he is always busy as usual... and I was there talking to my friends on the phone happily... haven't even msn him finish he just went offline just like that... =@... I totally hate people when they just go offline without even letting me say finish of what I want to say... I meant every people... including smsing and calling... well, unless they are busy then I understand... hmm... this is me... ^^ so I sms him instead... hmmm... wanted to call him... but it was like LATE and he needs to go for WS training and has to wake up early... so drop the idea of it... plus he is busy enough luhs... don't wanna add to his burden so yea...

ok... shall get back to sleep again... LOL...

2007-12-17T02:25:00.000+08:00

so like now is 2+... and I just couldn't get to sleep!!! baby is soundly asleep now... so didn't want to disturb him... if he is away for a very long time means he has already ZZZZZZzzzzzzz... didn't really want to reply his msn today cuz wasn't in the mood to chat, joke or whatever it is... but in the end I still did but just some short sentences... but the feeling was like giving him a cold shoulder kind of feeling... but I wasn't really in the mood what... I can't take it out on him right though he really did a small mistake...

I didn't watch de ying ye 3+1 instead I switch to one litre of tears... my bro did buy the vcd but there was no eng sub only chinese sub... and my chinese sux luhs... so gotta watch it online where there is eng sub luhs... is a jap show anw...

I was suppose to tell David when is the date to meet him up to buy and make some stuff... I only told him next week but didn't tell him the date... hees... I not sure is Mao coming along too... gotta ask him...

trying to listen to music to make me sleep... but is like of no use to me now... it just doesn't work on me luhs... ok... shall end here... I don't really know what to blog cuz my mind is all blank now...

2007-12-16T01:38:00.000+08:00

nothing much happen this week... just that on thur stayed at home luhs... but feeling like going for a run... so i went all the way to the AMK MRT track... run for about 3-4 rounds only... thought of running 6-7 rounds luhs... but toooo long nvr run le... so haii... gotta train up my stamina before my next nafa test next year... I don't wanna fail... so I shall run everyday from Mon onwards... ^.^... so like watched finish the gong zhu xiao mei already... yea... the show was nice luhs... haha... shall also rush all those drama that I haven't be able to watch... so shall see ying ye 3+1.. heard is quite nice... *shag*... no idea... reallly didn't went out with joyce and sock hui for quite a long time luhs... due to exams that time can't go out... now after exams le... joyce starts working... they free i not free... when i free they not free... clash sia... and plus... sock hui going overseas le... by 27th like that then come back ba... by then joyce going genting also till dunu when.. argh!!! clash again!!!

and of course quite long didn't c baby either... 5 dec-10 dec didn't get to see him due to overseas trip... on the 11 dec i did.. but totally not in the mood to talk much so didn't had much time either... after that day he is busy busy busy... and so didn't get to see him till now... did sms but not so many cuz i told him i scared my bill burst again... as my bill already burst last month n mum was ranting at me luhs cuz i'm always the thrifty one and suddenly my bill shot up... msn??? hmm... hardly too... cuz he is busy playing with his GAME as usual~~... but is ok... I got my drama to accompany me... ^.^... talking on the phone??? as I said he is busy playing his game halfway talk halfway play equals to impossible luhs... I am sure he will be more focus on playing his game than talking to me right... so also makes no difference... so like proberly going out with him after next week i guess.. hmmm.. i don't know... cuz he is sooo busy till there is hardly any time... *roll eyes*... business man he is ya...

ohh... and on fri... went out with FAMILY!!! like finally luhs... cuz we also hardly go out with the whole family... and I really meant hardly luhs... cuz bro is always out with some busy stuff... Dad always goes out drinking with friends... can't stand his drinking habits... I hate to talk to him when he comes back drunk... so I usually ignore him if he is in that state cuz he will talk all kinds of nonsense and the next day he will forget what he talked the day before... I did try to control his drinking habit but is of no use... he still continue... he always told me he has cut down but I didn't see any of it... *pissed*... Mum... she is still all right... not really busy... but I really love family outing luhs... though sometimes they tend to argue about where to go... but my dad is the kind of "zhui ying xin luan" de... when my mum suggest this place he will b saying no no no... but in the end he still drive us there... haha...

err... went to this hawker center to eat first somewhere near chomp chomp luhs... after that went to vivo to watch Alvin and the chipmunck AGAIN!!! haha... did online booking instead cuz scared when reach there the place will b full... watch a 2.20 show... bought popcorn and drinks then went up to wait for the movie to start... we were early though... after the movie went to kebamgan cuz mum wans to buy some stuff... after that went to Bedok temple and pray... then mum went to buy some kuehs back from I can't remember where is the place luhs... then home sweet home!!! happy family outing!!! ^.^... hope we could have more in future... and no more quarrels please... ^^... but vivo the seat is quite hard to sit sia... at the end of the movie my neck starts to ache... and baby is overly sensetive luhs... he felt that we starts to talk less after he came back from overseas... so reasons is

1) scared hand phone bill burst
2) you are always busy with your game
3) you are busy with your important stuff
4) totally no mood on that day so didn't talk much

so of course we talked less... I'm always free cuz holiday season has already started... ^^

as for sat... nothing on for me!!! stayed at home the whole day luhs... thats y I'm able to watch finish de gong zhu xiao mei... ^^...

yawn~~~ now 2.30am le... gotta go slp... nitez~~~

2007-12-13T01:08:00.000+08:00

yea... my blog is collecting dust... no time to update due to exams period... but now is ALL OVER!!! ^^... waiting for results maybe end of dec then will release... so gotta really spent preciously on what I wanna do this few weeks... LOL... so like yesterday went to the airport to fetch baby... yea... he is back frm vietnam!!! LOL... not really in the mood to talk yesterday... due to not really enough of sleep the day before... sorry baby... thought of asking him to rest at home due to his long flight from vietnam... but he chose to accompany me instead... =)... so slack at his house till about 3 to 4+... went tamp to watch movie... the golden compass... is like freaking less people down there luhs... but the movie was all right... after that baby sent me home... and he told me lots of things about his vietname trip luhs... in the end after going out the whole day our energy all being drained out so slept in the bus... haha... thats my day with baby... went back home quite early I guess... abt 9+...

today went to Joycelyn's work place with sock hui and her cousin... reached there joyce is not ready yet so sock hui thought of buying tickets first... yea watch Alvin and the chipmunck... starts at abt 7.15 while is like only 5+ luhs... so walk around while waiting for joycelyn to go for her evening break... finally about 5.30 or so she is ready... went to have our dinner first at yoshinoya... poor joyce only has 30 mins break so we gotta eat fast... amazingly we manage to finish it within 15-20 mins... so she went back to her work while we gotta walk here and there waiting for the movie to start... about 6+ going to 7.. went to buy something to eat but not for me as I am super full already... the movie is like super cute luhs... LOL... I love their group singing the most... and how they mess up the house and so on... ^.^... the movie is really cute luhs... haha... then joyce was asking whether are we able to wait for her... but sock hui needs to send her cousin home so can't be able to wait for her... don't expect me to wait for her alone right... so yea... all of us went home instead... so maybe next time shall go her working place find her lorx... haha... c first ba... ^.^...

yea... i knw my blog got no pic for most of the post... i did take lots of pictures with buddy(David).. but hehe... kinda lazy to upload... so shall upload next time then... yawn~~~ tired... gotta go sleep now... nitez~~~

B day...

2007-10-30T20:07:00.000+08:00

Ok.. let the picture do the talking first

My 17th birthday cake... ^.^

From left: Sihui, Jasmine, Yvonne, Me and Lali
The two behind is Joycelyn the mushroom head and Sock Hui... ^.^

Those who turn up on my birthday... suppose to be more... but most of them couldn't turn up due to some matters... but is ok... =)

^.^... Left to right... Yong Xiang, Baby, Me, David (my bestest buddy!!!) and Nico...

My lovely cousins... ^.^

My loveliest family... love them...^^

My cousins again...

My sweetest family again... ^.^

Snap Shot... haha...

Me with all my presents... =)

Me with my secondary school mates... ^.^

Me with my bestest buddy... ^.^

Below are the presents I've recieved... =)

OMG! I love this present man.. Is a addias perfume... I wanted to buy it long time ago but is either I don't have the time or no money to buy... thanks Joycelyn!!! =)

beautiful earring by Lalitha...

Given by Sihui... ^.^

Couple swan given by Jasmine... feel PS luhs... I didn't give her B day presents but she bought for me... Next year sure to give u... ^.^...

Necklace given by Ben, Yong Xiang, Nico, Yvonne and Baby... ^^

Hearshape necklace by my bestest buddy!!!

Mushroom given by Kuhan and Sock Hui... Isn't it cute??? ^.^

LOLX... everybody has been talking about the elmo's leg... One long one short.. haha.. this was given my Jeremy...

This cuttie doggy was given my Joycelyn again... haha... ^.^

Bu neng shuo de mi mi CD... was given by my brother... this is the first time he has given me a present... shall buy for him next year too... but v hard to buy for him lehx... whatever he wants he got le...

This heartshape wax was given by Baby... but there is a sad story behind it... =)

sorry for not updating... yea... busy with projects, studies and going out with friends... ^.^... on the 27th oct celebrated my brother's 21th birthday and my advanced birthday... ^.^... not all of our relative knows that we are celebrating together but is ok anyway... on the day woke up at 11+... ate breakfast... prepared all the stuff that are needed... bath, change, get ready and all... then Sock Hui and Kuhan came at about 4 to 5+ and gave me a huge mushroom softtoy for my birthday... but sadly Kuhan got to leave earlier as he got work to do... he left about 5.30 like that... then left me and sock hui... she also wanted to leave early but I stopped her in the end... ^.^... soon after Joycelyn and Lalitha came... chatted for awhile went to eat and all...

not long, all my buddies... Sihui, Jasmine and Sihui came... Buddy David came with his cool sunglasses man... haha... then they went to help themselves with food... and David got to peel prawn for Jasmine which the scene is super funny sia... then Jeremy came and he just stoned there I asked him

Me: Have you eaten

Jeremy: You say lehx?

Me: You eaten before you came?

Jeremy: You didn't even serve your guest...

Me: you must be zhi dong a bit mahx... ^.^

and he went to take his food... BUT before he went out Jasmine all ask him to take more prawn and David will peel for him... and he DID sia... LOLX... after eating Jeremy went to play my computer... And the rest of us slack lorx... soon after Jeremy needs to meet his friend so he got to go first... after a LONG while the two couples... Nico and Yvonne, Yong Xiang and Baby came... they went to eat first... while Jasmine, Sihui, David and Joycelyn went to play mahjong... haha...

went outside to chat with them and Nico was sweating like nobody business man... haha... went in to see them play mahjong... after that cut cake time... of course my dear brother first then waited for my turn... before cutting the cake went to watch some presentation since we were a baby till now... ^.^... after cutting cake and all... they force me and baby to eat the cake mouth to mouth... ^.^... but I didn't of course... slowly Jasmine and Sihui left first... then followed by Lalitha as she has to settle some family problems... wanted her to stay overnight but she can't so yea... maybe next time then... Lali... thanks for coming sia... ^.^... Sock Hui thought she could stay overnight but her father doesn't let her so Joycelyn decided not to stay too cuz she will b bored and weird with only her there and the rest is all my ITE friends... haha...

after Ben came... Sock Hui, Joycelyn and Buddy left soon after... ohh before that... we was teasing David and Lalitha all the way luhs... is damn funny ok... and we was teasing David when he was talking on the phone... haha... then after they left... Left Yong Xiang, Ben, Nico and Baby... they are all staying overnight in my house... and the lame Ben was introducing himself to my mum... but my mum says he was cute... haha... and they played mahjong the WHOLE night ok... I don't know how they stand it sia... and my brother came in the more he play the more energetic he is... and I couldn't sleep at all... they stop playing the next day and the time was already 6.45am... =.=... Nico left first... and I couldn't get back to sleep either... around 9+... they left my place for breakfast and I went back to my sleep... ^.^... That's all for today... gotta go study for my test... Nites people... I will update tml ya... haha...

^.^

2007-10-14T22:12:00.000+08:00

^^... here to blog again... today super boring day... nothing to do... =(... tomorrow school starting... sianz... afternoon went to chat with my camp mates... haha... ask Xin whether can give me morning call cuz for the past weeks of my holiday I have been sleeping late and always waking up late and now school is starting... I'm afraid I will be too lazy to wake up.. yep... haha...

I can sense that he is avoiding me... but I don't wish this to happen... I want us to be like last time... like how we met in the camp... how we chatted in msn last time... how we sms each other last time... this is what I want... this is the real him I know... I don't want because of this incident and you are trying to avoid me ok... I totally hate this kind of feeling luhs...

...

2007-10-14T03:04:00.000+08:00

wahh... super boring now can!!! wish someone just date me out and I want to go out till crazy... but sad Monday got school... my camp mates always says I'm quiet... but... heh heh... you will know the real me soon... ^^... yea... I'm quiet cuz got no topic to talk... next outing I must find something to talk sia... if not super sian sia...

ok... today something sad happen... yea... but got over it pretty soon... cuz I'm thinking that I still need to see his face and I can't be able to avoid it so yea... might as well face it... he told me he can't get over his ex which I can understand why... as for me I can't force him to forget... so yea... maybe we need more time ya... I told him I will wait for him no matter how long and he agreed but tell me not to wait too long for him as in like if there are other guys better than him then be with that guy then... cuz he dunu when he is ready for it... and I just told him that if he is ready for a new relationship tell me and I will tell him whether we should continue a not... and he agreed... just hopefully he don't even dare to forget me ok...

ok... enough of the sad stuff ok... supppppeeeeerrrr booooorrrrriiiinnnnngggg mannnnn~~~ grrrr... one pig (xin) go bath and eat so dunu when is he coming back... my another friend(Nico) MIA... he is always MIA... ^^... someone please call me out... ehh... i think better don't... I don't want to be a zombie next day for school man...

^^... looking forward to the outing on the Novmember... haha... you all shall know the real me on that day... maybe yes maybe no... depending on the situation luhs... see how hyper are you all... ^^... wahhh~~~ getting more hyper now luhs... hees... school is starting... =(... wish can have one more week of holiday man so can play until siao... ^^...

Fridays Event... ^^

2007-10-12T22:12:00.000+08:00

today went out with Yong Xiang, Nico and Xin... suppose to call Ben and Lida but yea... they said they going shopping and had already watch the movie(resident evil: Extinction) that we wanted to watch... today super duper tired cuz slept at 4am then woke up at 7am cuz can't sleep luhs... I also dunu why... then go back to sleep for a little while and by 10+... xin msg me and ask me to wake up but I told him that I was super tired and he said he will wake me up again at 12pm... but he didn't in the end... I woke up myself... get ready and all... and Xin message me again saying that the meeting time has change to 1.30pm... the time is still early so took my own sweet time but yea I was still late in the end... =.=... Yong Xiang and Nico reach first then me but we waited super long for Xin cuz he went to the Parmancy to buy bandage and all for his poor injured hand... yea... he hurt his hand during work...

after I reached, Xin called Nico and said that he is still at Tampanies and we waited and waited and waited till 2+... almost going to 3... =.=... after that went to eat but I totally no appitite to eat luhs... yea... tooooooo tired... ^^... Xin, Yong Xiang and Nico force me to eat which I refuse cuz I really dun feel like eating... and so Yong Xiang and Nico only ate dessert while Xin ate noodles as for me haha... only Barely drink... which Nico bought for me and Xin.. ^^... seeing me bored Xin lend me his PSP and played... haha... but... ^^... dunu how to start the game... ^^... so off it and waited for them to finish eating... then check what time the movie starts which is at 5pm... after buying the tickets... played pool... I didn't play... not I don't want to play luhs... is simply tired... so no energy... ^^... after that went to buy something before going in the movie theatre... We were feeling super cold when we went in... luckily bought a jacket otherwise my whole body will be numb when the movie ends... the movie was nice and thrilling but a little bit scary... I kept crunching Xin's hand cuz some parts was scary man...

after movie, went to find Yvonne since she has already finish doing her outing trip with her sec school friends... after that went to eat dinner... didn't eat again just ate fries and drinks... was a little emo during dinner thinking of something luhs... till Nico has to call me many times I think... haha... sorry... then xin called Lida and asked where is he and to see whether he wants to meet us... but it turns out that they are at home and DIDN'T WENT OUT!!! cuz they ton at dunu where so they are too tired to go SHOPPING... so yea... didn't get to meet them in the end... then Yvonne has to go back home early so yea... Nico can't do w/o Yvonne so after eating dinner went to back home... Nico send yvonne home while Xin send me home too... ^^... take train to Raffles Place and then to AMK... while Nico, Yvonne and Yong Xiang take train to Outram Park...

took 261 home... Joyce called me while I'm on the way back home asking me some silly stuff... haha... and he thought that I'm advertising him to my friends which actually my frens are even more worried than my parents kept asking me when I can go on a relationship... LOLX... send me to the lift... and Xin has to go all the back to AMK inter and then take bus 22 back home... ^^... when school reopen will be having less time together yea... cuz he got his own stuff to do while I also have my own stuff to do... =(... sad ya...

PS: hope we can last long ya... ^^...

^^

2007-10-10T22:16:00.000+08:00

On Monday went to Suntec City... yep... Yong Xiang reach first, then Nico+ Yvonne, then me followed by Ben+Joshua+Xin. I first met Yong Xiang, Nico and Yvonne at Food Republic Outside... after that waited for the rest... walk walk... find place to eat but don't know where to go... so Ben asked me whether do I want to eat fast food or others... I said I was not hungry so is up to they all and they asked Yvonne but she also has no idea... ^^... so walk again and Ben found this "resturant" which I also forgot the name... I was not hungry as I was super tired that day... ^^... and my eyes felt a little uneasy... and so... I just sat there w/o opening the menu... hoho... since I said I'm not hungry but STILL they force me to eat a small portion of rice and share it with Xin... so I just ate it... after eating and all... was passing the bills around... haha... but still all paid except for ME... cuz Xin help me pay for my drinks... not once... but twice... ^^... after that went to the washroom and I was being scared by Xin standing outside... then Yong Xiang came out but went in again because I also don't know why... then the rest all came out and was saying " I didn't see anything."

after that went to play arcade... didn't play as I said was super tired... so yea... they played basketball till sweat like hell man... and they place a bet saying those with the lesser scores in basketball have to do 300 push-ups... and yea... Nico lost the game... ^ ^... so they played for awhile more while the couples(Nico+Yvonne) went outside for a while... and just watch Ben and Joshua played while me and Xin were talking and Yong Xiang of course stand one side... haha... he is always quiet sia... ^^... after that went to see "free show" by watching Nico doing 300 push ups... haha... yea... Yvonne did help him a little... haha... after that went Mac to slack... and they kept pushing Xin to sit beside me... wth!!! then Yvonne had to go home early as she needs to eat dinner... then left the place while on the way to the MRT... yes they push me and xin together again... =.=... Xin wanted to go to the washroom so waited for him and they started teasing me again... haii... and they force Xin to send me home and he did listen to them... yea... send me all the way to the my house lift when he can just leave me at the interchange and take bus 22 home... but he still listen to his friends instead... =.=... he's being force to send me home ok...

and something happen... yea... a happy event... ^^... but still a little bit of unsure inside... hmm... shall wait and see... ^^...

BUDDY DAVID... happy to see me update... ^^... yes... I know you are happy... haha...

and I regret to cut my hair... I miss my long hairrr.... got to wait for it to grow and do something about... damn it... arghhh...

Nico... saw your blog... ^^... thanks... haha... never regret knowing you man... ^^

lala~~

2007-10-07T23:25:00.000+08:00

today nothing much... evening went to chomp chomp to celebrate my father birthday... happy birthday daddy~~~~... during dinner yu xin send me a message which I felt super relieve and happy about it... yea... yesterday was thinking about the incident luhs... cried about it ok... I also dunu why... the tears just rolling down... silly enough isn't it... haha... came back sot out some photos and all... went online... chatted with yu xin, yong xiang and nico individually... and my tears came rolling down again... I also dunu what's happening to me ok... kept crying for the pass few days... argh!!! hate myself for doing this... damn! then now doing group chatting... haha... super sianz luhs... my mind is full of sadness right now... haha... will be all right in a while... *chill*... don't want to disturb yu xin actually... afraid he is in the bad mood... but since his all right then I'm happy with it... haha...

hmm...

2007-10-07T00:44:00.000+08:00

yesterday... met up with yu xin and yong xiang at AMK hub... was late... yup... went out with my friends to woodlands then to Kebangan... took bus 25 went home for awhile... then took 261 to AMK Hub... waited for them... after that they went to the nebo shop dunu register what thing... went for dinner... then home sweet home~~~ they said I was quiet throughout the night... ya... was thinking of something luhs... haha... I can even stand at the wrong queue while waiting for the bus... how blur can I be sia...

today nothing much... went to tampanies... meet Lali and Joyce for dinner... wanted to find Nico they all since they are there also... haha... but dun wannna be a light bulb luhs... so didn't went to find them... after dinner, walk around tamp... then thinking of where to go... haha... was like actually playing with the MRT ok... we went to Pasir Ris then all the way to Raffles Place... suppose to go Toa Payoh... but was simply toooo tired to walk around... so I left at AMK while they left at Toa Payoh... took bus and home sweet home... reach home at about 11+... chatted with my hotdogs team... haha... yea... but something happen which I don't wanna talk about it yea...

nah... I didn't take it to heart... cuz I know they were just joking... but to him... I'm not sure... hmm... haha... simply love my team mates luhs... they were there for me whenever I need them... thank you~~~... ok... stop here...

3 days of BLAZE camp

2007-09-30T22:09:00.000+08:00

went to read through my past entries and I felt so sucky about it luhs... haha... yep... for the pass 3 days was in the BLAZE camp... it was hell fun ok... haha... cuz got so many entertainer... LOLX... Nico was the funniest wan among the group... he sure got potential to be a leader luhs... and yess... yu xin also... jonathan sure got lots of creative ideas inside his mind man... Rappy was the most quiet wan among us... Awie... hmm... dun really know him that much but he is really helpful when we were playing games and of course he is also a cool guy sia... and last but not least Wei Jie... he also got creative idea... LOLX... ohh... and not forgetting my classmates... didn't really talk to them cuz feeling tired throughout the camp... haha...

first day of the camp... around 5.45am woke up cuz miting yvonne all at tamp... bath and everything... get ready at 6.30am... my father drove me there... and yes early in the morning heavy rain... so my father pass me a small umbrella which doesn't make any difference cuz my jeans and shirt is quite wet... yvonne has already reach... waiting for desmond to come... jeremy woke up late so he said that he will go on his own... took bus 31 to school... suppose to wait for kevin BUT he was late and the bus has already arrive... Yvonne's idea to board the bus first and said tell him to meet us in school instead... we board the bus and I called him saying we already bored the bus and he was super pissed off about that... went to the fountain to wait for everybody to arrive... after the BL took our attendance and all... walk outside of the back gate and wait for the bus... reach there... head to the learning lounge... had units lesson first after that went to check in to our room... pack our tings and then went for lunch... after lunch had unit lesson again... after that suppose to go outdoor for some activity but it was being cancelled since it is still raining and we played indoor games instead...

but still, is fun... haha... yep... was rather quiet for the first day as I only know maisara and yvonne... duh... they are my classmates of course luhs... haha... and I felt that yu xin was rather fierce like I own him 10 million like that... haha... no luhs... I meant his expression... so the first day was all indoor tings... went for Dinner then went for amazing race... the amazing race was fun ok... and jenna claim that I was super skinny and told my team mates to look after me and feed me more... =.=... and she said that she wants to see a different me on the 2nd day... ohh ok... after amazing race went back to the learning lounge... and had a debrief and so on till I was so drop dead... after that went back to our rooms... went to bath and so on... lights off... hehe.. couldn't get back to sleep luhs... cuz not use to it... LOLX...

2nd day... woke up early in the morning... about 6am... bath and everything... assemble at the parade square... did some warm up... walk to the kent ridge park... did some cool down warm up... had breakfast... and yes they listened to Jenna by grabbing more food for me... haii~~ of course I have to eat them up... after eating went for unit lesson which is boring~~~... had lunch... and yes another mountain of food... after that Unit lesson again... after that outline of unit 5 &6... groups splitted... for my group went downstairs to play some body sissors paper stone game... after awhile went back inside and play puzzle... was kinda stone luhs... haha.. after that went to the basketball court for enegizers... played the body sissors paper stone again... haha... after that went to discuss abt the theme party skit... had a rehersal... went back to the learning lounge for briefing for the theme party... we was panick about what to wear and so... went back to our room find one set of clothing just wear and went for dinner... and yes... nico went to get a plate of mountain of rice for me... i couldn't finish it... sorry~~~ haha... after that went to the learning lounge outside and get prepared for the skit later... then got a number tag... slack outside for awhile... went in... I was super boredddddd~~~ cuz the person sitting beside me is I also dunu who is he... then my friends all sitting behind and right in front... super sianz~~~ waited waited waited~~~ when my group turn to go up... I was speachless on what I wanna say... after that had skit... it was quite sucessful... before prize giving watch videos on our camp journey... wanted to cry when I watch it... after that our group won the amazing race... celebrated Jenna's birthday... had some talking about each other... after that went to the room... I was the last to bath cuz I bath v long de... take about 1/2 hour to come out... after that lights off....

Third day... nothing much... this time woke up at about 6+ like that... did some warm up... had breakfast... did teambuilding at baskerball court... it was fun... =)... after the teambuilding... we sweat like nobody bussiness... after that had lunch... after lunch... went back our room to pack up... went to the learning lounge and had some debrief plus taking cert... when Jenna dismiss us I really don't wish to go cuz we had so much fun together... =)... thanks hotdogs for giving me such a memorable event... love u all soooooooo much...

took bus 200 to the Bouna Vista MRT... Yvonne, Zhi Xuan, Jeremy, Kevin and etc... alight at I can't remember where luhs... left me, Nico, Yu Xin and Ben... they were talking to me about their fun in the camp room... haha.. it was hilarous luhs... Both Ben and Nico says that I have Panda Eyes.. haha... due to not sleeping well these past few days... and after awhile Desmond came and chat with us a little...

had some MSN chat today with the Hotdog's team... after a long chat... didn't feel like chatting due to some personal reasons... I don't know is it I think too much or what luhs... but I don't feel good somehow... thanks Nico for wanting to hear my problems... but is not the right time to tell you yet... when the time is right I will tell you ya... =)... thanks a lot buddy... and of course I can trust you that you can keep a promise for me... even though we only know each other for 3 days in camp... once again thanks~~... haha... and not forgetting yu xin thanks for the advice... and yong xiang... haha... thanks~~...

hmm...

2007-09-23T19:45:00.000+08:00

sometimes I feel holidays really sux cuz it always make me think something unpleasant whenever I am alone at home... yes... I have been crying at home during the weekend... cuz of something which I don't wish to reveal... haii... I don't know who I can trust... Now you tell your friends you will never know when they will say it out to others...

I hate the feeling when ppl want to compete with you cuz of some lame things... and then it makes me flare up and I say all those hurtful things without thinking of other people's feelings... Best friends? Buddies? close friends? those are just names... You will never know when they will betray you... I totally hate betrayers... but is really soffocating when you have to keep all your secrets inside... some things can't be told by parents cuz you will not feel comfortable talking to them about some stuff...

WHERE?!! WHERE are all my friends when I need them the most? The most I can trust is my secondary school friends... but they can't help much either... I really wish that I can talk all my feelings out with the person that I can trust the most... will there be such a person???

10/9/2007

2007-09-10T19:44:00.000+08:00

ok... i know i have not been updating my blog... yeah... not many people reading it anyway... yes... thanks to "them" that I have to change my blog url and it turns out that no many people know that I still own a blog... ahh... is good also... so I can vent my angers here without anybody knowing it...

so like today didn't go for PE... too tired... tok to sherwin till about 2+... and I pop on my bed and I fell asleep like a pig... woke up at 10am... bathed... went to print IT report for Sihui... and my bro laptop got prob so have to try and try till siao... I was almost late for school.. left my house at 11am when lesson starts at 12pm... yup... I was late and saw Jasmine and Benjamin standing outside... cuz they were doing their test inside... so waited for out turn outside... LOLX... we was so nervous for our test cuz Mr Hon will not let us off so easily... so yep... Beng Ho helped me a little... thanks... after that went to cafe 1 to eat... I didn't eat cuz left only 15 minutes... and the speed I ate is like quite slow...

David bought cakes... and he gave me one which I refuse to take it... and instead... he threatned me to tell everybody about yesterday thing... argh... ok... so I ate it... after that went up for D COM... will be having test this friday...

And i truly hate Mr Hon to the max... he is giving us lots of pressure... he knows that we got lots of project to do and yet he give us so many work... weekend do report pass up to him today and just had a test today... and he maybe wants to give us test tomorrow which I totally don't have time to learn. Luckily the whole class disagree, well except for one person... argh... don't wish to say his name. Still left IT presentation to do... grr... hate Mr Hon to the MAX!!! and worst! he wants to give a class test next week... chapt 1-7... and we only learn chapt 1-5... like wtf... hate him luhs!

ohh... today i was super angry when I know what happen... our class got one cheater! he copy some of my friends report into his report... and cher ask how come he copy and guess what he said! ohh... we share some parts of the report... like WTF!!! this is super not fair!!! we search for information very tiring and he just copy and paste the report so easily! without any hard work!!! shit him!!! still can tell me go yahoo cannot find hardware... LIAR! yahoo where can cannot find is he lazy to find lorx!!! NOT FAIR!!!

hmm... henry's PSP was being confisticated by the DM... yes... the DM... poor him... if cher sure will give back at the end of the day... but for DM... hmm... not very sure about that... haiii...

2007-09-04T22:22:00.000+08:00

yep... still not in a good about what happen today... whenever comes to studies it takes a long while to forget the incident luhs... funny right... haii... yup... my hp can take back tomorrow le!!! yeaaaaaa!!! finally can put in lots of songs liao... LOLX... waiting for 1 week plus liao luhs... haha...

just now at Tanan Merah MRT... I saw benjamin... yes... the CSS2 Banjamin... his real person is even more handsome than on TV luhs... LOLX...

VENTING ANGERS DAY!

2007-09-04T10:45:00.000+08:00

just had my IT ESS module 5 test today... and what the hell... this is the worst results i get through out the whole module... I just get 51+ for this freaking module... and mr hon just continue the timing we did last 2 weeks... where got time to finish??? but the timing we did last two weeks is not log out on the spot one lorx... like wtf luhs!!! waste so much time... then he set the question is also some part of the chapter 6... damn freaking piss off now... damn!!! i studied some parts of it and the part I studied didn't even come out!!! damn freaking IDIOT!!! arghhh!!!!

now for the happy event... yesterday just had D Comm test... freaking easy can!!! ahhhhh!!! I simply love the test yesterday... :D... but think that i did 1 or 2 mistake like that... but I'm simply happy that it came out easy... if not today my mood also not very good luhs... LOLX... but I am really angry about the IT ESS test luhs!!! though I pass but the result really sux luhs!!! damn!!!

still got HIS project going on... I meant the IT ESS... and needa pass up on the 10th... fuck! got to start doing the project liao... he think we all like robort sia... everything all want fast but don't know whether we can take it a not... he expert so what! our mind is not like his ok!!! he need to have sometime to do things... damn him!!! arghhh!!!!

needa vent my angers here... !@#$%^&*+-*/... freakinggggggggggggggggggggggg idiotttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

NOT IN A VERY GOOD MOOD NOW... ALL THANKS TO HIMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

pissed

2007-08-10T00:11:00.000+08:00

ok... i am like quite pissed with one of my groupmates luhs! ok lahx... i admit that I was also quite angry with the teacher for pushing us to pass up the CMS project... and we are like suppose to pass it up on wed but I didn't go for the celebration... so didn't pass up to her... and fri which is like tomorrow... I thought of passing up to her the report luhs... during the pass few days I kept asking him whether has he do the report... then he say he tired after the BL things and all... I was like ok never mind... cuz he is tired for the whole day in school... but if he claim he tired and not being able to do the project... he is able to play game lahx...

wah lao... ok lahx... the IT presentation I know I never contribute a lot lahx... but at least I edit some parts of the presentation... I didn't want to do the animation is because I know I won't do a good job as you do... Anyway you also change some parts what... so what's the use if I did edit... anyway that was last time already don't wish to talk about it...

back to the CMS... today I asked him whether has he done the project... then he complain... huh? one day only... where can finish... then what you do for the past few days? playing game ar... then I say that his blog and nick always say playing game... then he denied said that his nick is never update de... then for his blog he say where got write...

then I told him... because some of the group also haven't pass up so our group still got company... then if kept dragging wan to drag until when... then he still can reply me I want do on weekend lehx... wah lao... he think his father school ar... wan do when then do... wan pass up when then pass up ar...

even we did it on tuesday at the library so what... I told him the day before don't slack cuz there is no time to waste... he agreed... but guess what! he was there smsing and all... and somemore say no mood to do... then by the time you find back your mood no need to do liao lahx... even you want to take revenge that I never help much in IT not need to do until this extend right! at least i got do some parts ok... you never even touch one bit of the report! only help sihui type some words for the recommendation... but is not related to the recommendations also...

if you are really tired during your BL... that means you also no energy to play game what... then how come you got the energy to play game but no energy to do project... who you trying to kid! I'm not a 3 years old kid hor!!! you wan deny this incident you deny lahx... I don't give a damn on it lahx...

*pissed*...

what did I did for this week...

2007-06-29T00:24:00.000+08:00

yoohoo... is been long since I update... lots of things happen this week... On Monday went out with my whole family since my parents are on leave and my bro on holiday... wanted to watch a movie but the movie is only at tamp at 12+... sure not able to make it... so my mother suggested that we shall go tample then to swensen... lolx... so we went to the tample to pray... but I can't remember where is the place... then to changi airport de swensen to eat... talking lots of stuff lahx... after that find that the time is still early so we decided to go to changi beach and my father was telling us his childhood storie... was rather interesting... after that went to my mother's friend house to settle something rather urgent... then off to my father side relative house for some chit chatting... sat there for awhile then went back home... we spent almost the whole day outside...

next day my mum was suppose to work but she decided to take leave again to accompany us... lolx... so ya... first went to thomson to eat... then went to tample and pray again... but diffrent venue... after that went to NTUC to buy something cuz my mum says she wants to cook western food... after buying the things that we need... then home sweet home...

Wed... slack at home... play computer... for like the whole day... haii... so nothing much happen on wed...

today went out with Sock Hui and Joycelyn... to AMK Hub... suppose to meet at 12pm... but joyce called me said meet at 1pm... but I was late like 10 to 15 minutes... met them at mos... and they help me pay for the movie ticket first which we are watching at 3.05pm... thank you... but of course I did pay back lahx... lolx... after eating at mos went to walk around since is still early... when the time is up we went in but not a lot of people watched that movie lehx... ohh... we watched Nancy Drew... some part was funny and thrilling... but I did scare myself at some parts... lolx... after that went to thomson to eat at the prata shop... hmm... after eating went to shop around at Thomson plaza... then home sweet home... today went home pretty early... cuz joyce got class tomorrow... so went home at about 7+... hmm... suppose to go out on fri... but i got something on... so yea... forward it to today instead...

and settled something today... had some misunderstandings with one of my friend... so yea.. is already been settled... :)... ok... shall stop here... tata...

and erm... my blog is still not ready yet... ya... rather lazy to do it... but it will be ok pretty soon... lolx...

just a short post...

2007-06-11T00:55:00.000+08:00

was thinking some about some things these few days... trusted friend are really hard to find nowdays ya... cuz you will never know when they will betray you... I have always been finding a friend who will always be there for me whenever I need the person... till now I still haven't find the person yet... lolx... as I said trusted friend are really hard to find... so if you really had a friend that you can really trust... treasure them before they they run away... cuz once you lost you will never be able to find a person as good as how your trusted friend treat you...

ok... this shall be a short post... hopefully I can find a friend who is willing to be there for me when I need the person... lolx... byeeeeeeee....

what i did for the past few days

2007-06-06T21:25:00.000+08:00

ya... is been hella long since I last blog ya... hmm... for the past few weeks I have been studying for Tuesday's exam... last Thursday met up with Desmond, David, Jianhua and Kevin to study... suppose to meet at 2pm... David called me up and asked me to wait for him at the Tamp interchange cuz he don't know the way to the library... Reached at Tamp Interchange at about 2.10pm... and none of them were there... so I waited for like almost 1/2 hour to 45 minutes then Kevin called me to say that he has arrive... Walk to the other side of integerchange to meet him... after that I told Kevin to call Desmond and asked him where is he while I call David... Desmond told Kevin to meet him at the library so we went there and on the way we met David and Jianhua... when we walked to the library... wah lao... the library was close cuz It was a public hoilday... diao... so we waited for Desmond to arrive... then he suggest to go to the park to study... so we went and the weather was super hot... before we reach there we was sweating like nobody business... haha...

and of course we really studied lahx... but did some crapping a little... haha... David... he didn't even studied lorx... he was having fun playing with his PSP... studied for like 2 hours then went home... haii... no mood to study either...

then on the Saturday we met up again... but this time is I late... haha... reached there about 2+... met them at the library... all arrived except Kevin cuz he said he will be late... so we went to the park AGAIN!!! cuz the library was full... this time studied quite long lahx... shortly after, Kevin arrived... haha... then continue studying... Desmond all ask lots of question... haha... after a while Desmond, Jun ren, Jianhua and Kevin went to buy drinks... Jeremy asked me some EES questions... after he understood then he and David start crapping... they really can be a comedy people man... they really make me laugh till siao lorx... haha... they are really interesting people... and David motive for making me laugh is because he wants me to teach him EES... idiot he... cuz he scared that I will flare up like what I always did in VB...

and he even told Jeremy what I did in VB... taught him some EES boolean questions... after that start to do my own revision... after the rest of the gang came back... started to do their own revision... asked jeremy some questions too... after that taught Kevin some EES things too... shortly after pack up our things and went back home...

On Monday met up again... I was very late... suppose to reach at 2pm... but I reached at 3pm... haha... met them in the park cuz the library was full AGAIN!!! then Jasmine said she wanted to go to Changi Airport to study... Some of them didn't want to... So Jasmine asked me whether I wanted to go Changi Airport... I said anything... then desmond and his gang was like "Aye pro don't go lehx... you go we will no hope already lehx." lol... lame right? Jasmine called Kevin to meet us at the bus stop so we could take bus 27 to Changi Airport... but some of them still refuse to go... so in the end I still left the place with them following us behind... so we walk at the wet grass cuz it was raining in the morning or afternoon... can't remember... haha... then Junren was like "wah lao... hao zhou bu zhou pian pian jiu shi yao zhou zhe tiao lu" lolx...

met Kevin at the bus stop... took bus 27 to changi airport... wanted to concentrate on my studies... but David and Jasmine was laughing and talking all the way and taking photos and asked me to take along with them... until I myself couldn't even concentrate liao... then David and jasmine was like going shopping and the boys went to the toliet... and then after the boys came out the two of them not even back yet... wah lao... like shopping for new year clothes like that sia... haha... after that me and the rest of the gang went out w/o them to find place to sit and study... cuz that time already 3+ going to 4... we cannot waste anymore time as the next day is the day of the exam... but we could not find any place... so we were actually quite pissed off... called David to ask him where is he and all... ask him come find us... then we saw him w/o Jasmine... and I had almost a big quarrel with him... haha... when I'm angry I myself don't know what I am talking de... sorry ah... then saw Jasmine coming out of the toliet... after some talking and all Jasmine was quite angry and just walk off... David followed her all the way... and so left me and the rest of them... Junren was like blaming me cuz he said that I knew that they need me to teach them EES and I still left the place... lolx... he was just joking anyway... took skytrain to T1 to study... saw David and Jasmine but didn't went there for fear she would be even more angry... so we studied at T1 de viewing mall... and Kevin was complaining that he is not used to the position of bending down doing his work... and Jianhua was like making fun of him... lolx... so funny la he... haha... then Desmond, Jeremy and Jianhua ask some question and all... after they know most of the concept... Jianhua was saying "Desmond still can make it... Jeremy semi pro... Cassie first class." lolx... very funny hor... haha... and they just couldn't stop saying me pro pro pro... haii... I am not pro in EES lahx... if pro already exam I can do all liao... haha... but I can only do some of them only... haha... AND Kevin ask the most till I almost want to shout out... cuz he was asking why is it like this why is it like that for almost all the ques he asked... till he also make me very "luan"... haha... then I myself also don't have the time to do some revision on my own... when finally I have the time... I already don't have the energy to memorise the concept of the battery and the capacitor... haha... then jeremy was like "wah teacher going to die already ah." lolx...

met David and Jasmine at the viewing mall... David came to chat with us for awhile and left... soon after we left too... suppose to take bus 24 back home... but I was too tired to run for the bus... after that bus 27 came and I wave goodbye and took bus 24... haha... before going home went to buy food home... then studied for awhile, bath and sleep... next day woke up in the morning to do some revision... after that bath, played a bit of computer... then off to school... for exam... but I was almost late... I leaved my house 1 1/2 hour early... I still can late sia... luckily haven't start yet... haha...

when the exam started I was like "huh???" cuz some of the question I studied never come out... so some of them I just anyhow guess... hope can pass bahx... haha... after the exam... discuss some answers then slack 1st floor to wait for lai qiang... but he was being caught for hair... but in the end... me, lawrence and sihui went home 1st...

today went out with Sock Hui and Joycelyn... suppose to go KTV... but cuz we met up late... and Sock Hui's grandma admitted in the hospital... gosh!! may god bless her... though I don't know her grandma well... lolx... met up at Bishan at 3 to 4+... ate at Sakae Sushi... after that went to watch Pirates of the Caribbean... some part was funny, lame and a bit ewwww lahx... haha... after that ate dinner at Mac... took bus 55 back home... today was super early lahx... reached home about 9+... cuz Sock Hui wants to visit her grandma at the hospital... reach home watch some videos... after that chatted with David on MSN... was crapping about something lahx... haha... sssssssshhhhhhhhhhhh... lolx... maybe he is right about something lahx...

now is holiday!!! time to relax first... school reopen time to stress again... haha... okok... shall stop here... this will be the longest post... haha... byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee...

29 May 2007

2007-05-29T18:58:00.000+08:00

so like today had VB test... idiot! I did something which I shouldn't have done! damn it... Can like someone teach me an easier way to understand VB... I don't want to do it like what I did today during the next test... the feeling is really no good... damn it... is like cheating and is really not fair to the others who tried so hard for their test... argh!!! but I really had no choice... there is not much time left and I always gets errors for it... I really need a tutor now... who is willing to be my tutor??? haha...

I knew sherwin is not happy with what happen today during the VB test... cuz some of us cheated in the test... sorry... really sorry la...

and while doing the design of the VB... david kept asking " then now what must i do?" everytime he finish doing something... he will come and ask... then I myself don't even know how to do and he kept asking me... plus I was busy doing the design thing... I got so frastuated and said "you very irriating lehx" then he reply "orhh... ok lorx... you say this ar... I will remember what you say." I didn't really bother... haha... Just Kidding... but the fact is I was really irritated lahx... then Lai Qiang came and he asked David " why you never ask Cassie?" He said "Don't want la... ask her also no use... always shout... like she wants the whole world to know like that..." Wah lao... I was actually quite angry lahx... cuz he must also understand that i'm also busy with my stuff... and I don't like to talk so much when I haven't finish my work yet... so he must also understand right...

what I do these few days? nothing but study study study... exam is coming in a weeks time... goodness!!! i have been studying for the past 2 weeks... and I still must memorise some chapter... wah lao... and I am here still blogging... ok... shall go back and study now... and what I did today the feeling is really no good lahx...

P.S ANYONE WANTS TO BE MY TUTOR FOR VB AND EES???

have i done anything wrong?

2007-05-23T19:46:00.001+08:00

I really need to vent my sadness here!!! I don't know... have i done anything wrong? have I done anything to make you ignore me? I don't know is it I have been thinking too much or what... but i can just sense that you are giving me a cold shoulder in school!!! why!!! have i done anything wrong! you use not to be like that... what cause the change in you!!! whaT! If I have done anything to make you upset you can just tell me straight in the face and I will try to change... you don't have to ignore me right? I hate this kind of feeling and I also don't want this to happen... I know you will not read it cuz you don't even know my blog webbie... but I just want to know what is the reason that has cause the change to you... can you please tell me... I don't want to lose a friend like you...

Feeling: Sad, emo, can't do things properly...

23 May 2007
7.51pm

11 May 2007 and 18 May 2007

2007-05-13T22:12:00.000+08:00

Last Friday

Its been hella long since I last blog... cuz busy studying for coming exams and test... as for the taggie thing... got over it long time... just don't care about those nonsense people... is their mouth... what they say is none of my business... and there is nothing I can do to shut their ass off right? so as long I don't care about their hurtful words it will be ok... cuz if I am angry they will feel more happy and thus they will make me even more angry... so... just keep calm lorx...

and they ask David for my blogspot web some days back... luckily he never give... if not I gonna be so furious with him... lolx...

went out with Sock Hui and Joycelyn last 2 weeks... went to Taka... well, I was late... cuz the date was actually last minute... and Sock Hui called me when I was in the bus... and I am already at Enous... so reached home... bath... get ready and meet them at Taka... cuz I asked them to go first since I will be late... reach there at about 3+... walked... talked... eat... then don't know where to go... so we decided to go KTV... didn't sing at first... then they force me and pursuade me for a long time before i decided to oblige them... haha... after that walk around... then took MRT... to Marina Bay then to AMK then back home... reach home at about 10.45pm like that...

Today

Didn't want to go to school at first... cuz I only need to go for like 2 hours... but since exam is coming so I decided to go instead... did some amendments to my SQL... didn't finish everything... cuz there is only 2 hours to do it... so shall do it during the weekends instead... after that went to EES to help Lai Qiang and David with their test... lots of prob with their connections lorx... especially DAvid... took 1 and the half hour to do the first one... cuz something is rong with his board... then Lai Qiang one very funny lorx... I do his light can toggle when he do... cannot toggle... haha... then when I check his wire... is totally diffrent from what I told him to do... haii... but did finish in the end... then took bus 31 and 45 back home... change... then met Sock Hui and Joycelyn at AMK hub subway... ate... took MRT to somerset the KTV... sang till 6+... was totally high lorx... haha... after that walk around... went to food court and eat... but the food was quite horrible actually... then walk around again... Sock Hui feels like drinking milkshake... drink halfway the milkshake spill on the floor... haha... then walk walk walk... feeling so tired after a long walk then went to Long John Silver to have a drink...

oh ya... we thought of having a class chalet but don't know when yet... so shall see how lorx... then sat until 10+... took MRT back home... reach home at about 11+ lorx... yawn... super tired today... went out for the whole day lorx... plus tomorrow having CCA... haii...

and my ITE friends say want to open chalet until now don't know go where already... say want to collect $$$... until now haven't collect... haii... ok... shall end here... bye....

cassie
12.16am
19 May 2007

to the SUCKER who has been spamming my blog...

2007-04-28T19:58:00.000+08:00

ok... so like some sucker went and spam my tagboard... with diffrent names... I don't care if the person think I acting cute or what... cuz I know that I'm not that kind of person... if you find my action acting cute then there is nothing I can do... cuz that is my personality... and u have no rights to intefere ok... and I didn't offend the person in anyway... and he is just like spamming my tagboard for nothing... and say that I'm acting like a baby... hey hello!!! did I cry, scream and shout like a baby??? and least I'm not like you a coward!!! just don't dare to admit who you are... such a loser lorx... and please the person is such a THICK SKIN!!!n saying that he is handsome and 100 times better than me... have you ever see this type of person...

maybe when he look at the mirror... it already break into pieces... is just that he didn't want to admit it... and erm... coward... I know tagboard is for people to comment... but this is also MY BLOG! and I just don't welcome a coward and a LOSER LIKE YOU! you are such a disgrace to my blog... and to SINGAPORE!!! and wherever you go... you are just such a disgrace to everybody around you... and ohh... did you just undergo a surgery to become a boy? gosh! so from head to toe you are just so FAKE!!! everything of you is FAKE!!! ewwwwwwww!!! what a disgrace man! how i know? because the way you type is just so girlish!!! ewww!!! so SUCKER!!! back off!!!

21 April 2007

2007-04-21T19:28:00.000+08:00

Today was like a rushing day... I took bus 24 to school cuz I got my CCA today... Slept in the bus cuz didn't sleep too well last night... Guess what! I miss my stop... instead of alighting at the school bus stop... I ended up at the Changi Airport bus stop... I woke up and I was thinking why is the bus like going to the Changi Airport route... so yea... alighted then went to the opposite side to take bus 27 to tamp then bus 31 to school... bus 24 was way too slow... and plus I was late for my CCA... what a day right... haii...

Another thing is... I really don't know whether I should give up the intership programme... ok... the good part is that we will be able to learn things faster than the others... and there will be GPA points too... but will I be able to handle the stress... cuz once I start it... I am not be able to turn back and regret for my rushness... projects, study, exams, CCA, intership... I got to handle all this... and the intership... it will also be on the June exams... how will I be able to handle it... Whatever it is, I am not be able to turn back now... cuz I have already done the survey form...

Life change for me when I step in to the ITE... maybe some of my friends can't accept who am I... that is why sometimes I don't wish to talk... Secondary school to me was fun... we had so many good times together... If we have any problems they will try all means and ways to help us solve it... The WHOLE class was damn fuck*** united... And I meant it in a nice way... we had a wild time together too... We was always making fun of each other, gossiping, teasing, making lame jokes, talk about our life story and so on... I can be a really crazy and noisy girl... Though we do tease and make fun of each other but as least it was not sarcastic... not like someone. .. I really do not know why... I didn't offend him in any way... if he is really not happy with me about something he could just tell me straight away... don't have to make all those nonsense sound...

sometimes I really do think... was i right to choose this school... and let him make fun of me for nothing... if he is out to make a fool of himself... then let him be... cuz he is just being a clown from the circus...

I miss 401 to the max... I miss the fun we had together... I miss the unity... I miss the hardworking class... I miss the class outing... I miss everything about you all... you all really light up my life man... you guys rawks my life to the max... U all are the BEST class I ever met... seriously... miss you all to the max ok... ok byeee...

I need Freedom
Cassie
21 April 2007
3.05am

18 April 2007

2007-04-18T22:55:00.000+08:00

today school was a bore... haha... David kept doing the BL cheerleading thing... and I always reply him in a rude manner... lolx... so today recess with David, Lawrence, Lai Qiang, Jasmime, Yvonne, CHeryl and Si Hui... It was a rather a angry recess for me... Cause there is a na bei, idiotic, fucker, retarded, chee bye, lan jiao and a attention seeker person talking and laughing so loudly... and he was talking behind my back... what a pest right... argh!!! what did I do in my past life to have such a pest in my class...

so after that... I kept complaning things to David and Lai Qiang... cuz I really can't stand the pest attitude... it sucks to the core ok... his mind is not at his brain but at his backside... soo... cannot blame him... cuz his brain is at his backside mahx... so how to think using a backside... haii... serve him right anyway... lolx... ok I know... I am bad to say such things like that... but who ask him to start it in the first place...

then went for Java lesson... it was quite interesting using the VB program... lolx... then after that went to another classroom for EES lesson... and Christ suddenly call my name... I was like =.=???... who is this girl? how she know my name? then it suddenly struck my mind that is Christ... haha... cuz I never see her before mahx... haha... so I said Hi with a blur look on my face... haha... and David was laughing at me... grr... so ya then went for my EES lesson... hmm... we had a EES project to do... sooo... needa complete in 3 weeks time lorx... haii... and tomorrow got to see the pest face again... ok... shall stop here... I just don't know why lahx... but I never even offend him in any way and he is always talking behind my back... what an idiotic person right...

I need Freedom!!!
Cassie
11.09pm
18 April 2007

13 April 2007

2007-04-13T22:48:00.000+08:00

hmm... school is starting in 3 days time... why always whenever it comes to holiday it will end super fast... and during school days it will end super slow... ahh!!! I haven't enjoy it enough... whatever it is I still have to go back school one day... so it doesn't make any diffrence either...

and the lizard... ahh!!! it has been crush by me... ewwww!!!! well, it wasn't my fault... cuz it just went to the side of the door... and it just stayed there... no matter how I tried... it just won't move... so... haii... bad tragic huh.. lolx...

so went out with my mum AGAIN! to esplanade... first meet my mum at Bishan at about 6+... then took MRT to city hall... suppose to go Changi Airport... lolx... but I was too lazy to go... so decided to go somewhere nearer lorx... went to eat at Ichiban Boshi... it was quite worth... each cost about $13.60... so after that went to shop around... the things there is quite expensive lahx... then around 9+... we left the place... took MRT to marina then to AMK... reach home around 10+...

okok... that's all for today... byeeeee....

I need freedom!
cassie
11.03pm
13 April 2007

12 April 2007

2007-04-12T02:06:00.001+08:00

ahhh!!!! there is a lizard at my room's door... I can't be able to close the door cuz it might crush it... I hate to see that... ewwwwwwww... I just can't seem to be able to scare it away... It doesn't seem to be scared... haii... well, just now I had some diffculty of breathing... I don't know why... but it seems better now...

so today went out with my family... to Ngee Ann... my bro is starting school next week... and so am I... lolx... waited for 1 hour plus for him... after that my father drive us to Funan... then he went home... so my mum, bro and me went to eat at TCC... after that went to buy the Microsoft Office 2007... after that started to talk about laptop... well, I had to used my bro old laptop for the time being and my bro will use the new one cuz he needs it more than I do... I was not happy at first... but it seems ok after awhile cuz is true that my bro needs it urgently as he starts school next week... as for me... I just have to wait a while more to get my new laptop while I just settle with the old one first... lolx...

laptops are expensive... I can't expect my parents to but two at one time right... wow! that will be about $5000 to $6000... my parents will be broke if this happens... lolx... anyway that will be to selfish of me if I only think about myself right... hmm... so just use the old laptop for the time being lorx... haha... next week starting school liao... so fast... haii... ok... see you PLC next week... lolx... byeee...

I need freedom!!
12 April 2007
2.25am

7 April 2007

2007-04-07T21:55:00.000+08:00

David edited this for me... he complain that my pic looks dull... so he went to contrast it... lolx...

hii... I like so bored... so decided to post... lolx... school is reopening soon... in a weeks time... mood? S-I-A-N... Sian... stress is coming back... got lots of project going on when holiday is over... haii... somemore there will be a intership program going on... and ANd AND got to see the person idiotic face again... even more sian... see his face makes me even MORE SIANZ... what did I do in my past life man? enough about the super idiotic guy lahx...

ok... shall stop here... don't know what else to write lorx...

I need freedom
cassie
7 April 2007
10.05pm

5 April 2007

2007-04-05T22:28:00.000+08:00

ok... David is complaining that I have not been updating my blog and kept asking me to update... what an impatient guy... lolx... yesterday went out with Joycelyn and Sock Hui... to Changi Airport... cuz Joyce is not in the good mood which I am not suppose to reveal in here... haha... she will kill me if I wrote it here... it was a last minute decision... joyce called me at 10+... I was still sleeping like a pig... and she ask me out... I was like so sleepy I have to ask twice before answering her... haha... cuz I slept at 5am to 6am the day before... lolx... so confirm details and all... went to meet Sock Hui at the shelter then go to the bus stop to meet Joycelyn... took bus 24 to Tanan Merah then took MRT to Changi Airport... so went to sakae sushi... ate wakame udon... drank Ice Lemon Tea and for the dessert we ate Vanilla Ice Cream... haha... altogether spent about $14 to $15 like that... then walk around... see some accessories and so on...

took a SkyTrain to Terminal 1... walk around... go to the viewing mall... slack and talk a lot of things... there is one more thing but they just don't want to tell me... they said is a secret... haii... never mind about that... so yesterday Sock Hui just couldn't stop making fun of me... and one more thing I HATE people hit my head for nothing... and SOck Hui kept doing this in the MRT while on the way back home... Idiot sia... ok... back to the topic... After that went to popyee(is that how u spell it?)... haha... eat again... lolx... WTF... the food there is horrible man... waste my $5+... don't go there next time already...

then walk around... went to Macdonalds to slack... then I told Joycelyn... ehh... I saw my Macdonald guy again... the statue one... she was laughing like mad lorx... and the Sock Hui was being so silly she went to say Hi to it... =.=... haha... At macdonalds I only drank a cup of coke... while Sock Hui and Joyce ate Ice Cream and a cup of drinks... haha... Sock Hui said is my fault for letting her eat the Hot Fudge ice cream... cuz I that time went out with them then Sock Hui see me eating the ice cream like very nice... lolx... but she complain that it is super sweet...00ps... haha... and I almost make Joyce the IPod spoil... cuz I went to press next then the moment I press Play it stuck... I don't know why... sorryyyyy... but it was being fixed already lahx... after slacking enough... Sock Hui said bye to the MacDonald guy... hahahahahahahaha... then took the SkyTrain back to T2... went to take MRT to Marina then back to AMK... we spent our whole day at Changi Airport man...

when reaching to AMK... Joycelyn asked which void deck do we want to chat? then SOck Hui actually didn't want to... cuz I was wearing so less... then I was like you all want to chat then chat lahx... I anything de... then SOck Hu thought of calling Jeremy to send me home again... haha... but never lahx... paiseh lehx... lolx... went to the nearby void deck to chat till about 10.30pm... Sock Hui wanted to go home early cuz she is feeling tired... but we refused to... so she had no choice but to stay... talk till 10.30pm... Sock Hui told me to go first until I reached the bus stop then they all two will leave... took 261 bus back home... think about 10.45pm like that then I reach home ba... haha... that is all for today... maybe this might feel boring... cuz we spent our whole day at Changi Airport... but we had lots of fun there cuz we crack lots of lame jokes lahx... haha... we were like shopping and eating at Changi... wahh... we feeling so bloated sia... haha...

then online David call me in msn... I type to him that I have no microphone with me... how can I talk?... and guess what he reply...

David(Talking): Talk to the speaker

Me(Typing): Siao...

David: Really... go try... my friend also do like that...

Me: (trying to talk to the speaker) Can?

David: Cannot hear anything lehx...

and so me being the super idiot... go and listen to him... talking to the speaker... So my bro lend me his microphone and I went to pluck in... but he still cannot hear... so we tried to figure here and there... and my bro said try behind the cpu... and he pluck in the thing and it works! haha... but my bro swan me by saying "You studying IT lehx... don't know this kind of this..." lolx... so David was keeping so quiet and I didn't say anything either... feeling soooo bored... I msn kevin asking him whether he got microphone to confrence with me and David... but we called his HP instead to confrence lorx... haha...

and the David kept talking back to me on the phone... till I have no words to say... grr... pisses me off... and they talked about ghost stories... and I told David "ehh... you know what is the time now a not?" and David was laughing... But they still continued talking... till I kept quiet... they called my name... msn me... I did't reply them... and the Kevin said I am sleeping... =.=... haha... after that the idiot David asked me to send him the new time table cuz he don't have Microsoft Word Program... so I send him by paint lorx... after that he told me my phone very noisy... I was like =.=???... I go check it out... I think I put near the phone or what lahx... don't know lahx... and they put down... I asked David why you all suddenly put down.. He said he wanna go bath... And he said later then say lorx... after chatting finish... I went to bath cuz I came back about 10+... came back then David talk to me then talk confrence on the phone till 1am+ to 2am...

after bathing... David went offline... then I thought he will be online later... BUT he TRICK ME! He didn't even come online... He say later then say lorx... i said ok... WTF... ahhh!!!!!

enough of yesterday... today went out with my mum to Kembangan... to check what happen to my face... meet my mum at AMK Central at about 5+... took MRT to Kembangan... after that we couldn't decide where to go... so went to Taka... but there is nothing to walk lorx... so in the end went to AMK Hub... shop around... ahhhh!!! I love my mummy so much... she bought a Adidas shoe and bag for me... haha... then went to eat at the Coffee Shop... after that home sweet home... today was nothing for me... I mean is a boring day lahx... Singapore is tooooo small... no where to go... haii... went back home at 10.15pm... ok... shall stop here... byeeeeee... HAPPY NOW DAVID!!!! lolx...

this is what I wore to Changi Airport.. lolx

I need freedom!
6 April 2007
1.52am

29 March 2007 & 30 March 2007

2007-04-02T02:21:00.000+08:00

school holiday to me is a bore... and I meant EFFING boring... haii... Joycelyn needs to go to school... Sock Hui is going overseas s00n... and my class boys... nah... they can bully me like crazy... haha... Lalitha is being ban from going out... Azlin, Rajes, Kelly, Siti and Rebecca is busy with their own stuff... Xin Yu and Renuka... she is treating our sec school people like strangers... which is a real bit** things to do... ok... sorry for that... but is the FACT... lolx... soooo... haii... shui jiao we all the sec school got so less people...

ITE friends lehx? aye... haha... I feel hor... going out with them is quite a bit boring lahx... lolx... paiseh paiseh... haha... next time try to make more fun lahx... laugh until like mad... haha...

hmm... last Thursday went out with Sock Hui, Joycelyn, Daniel, Jeremy, Chang Rong, Vicky and Kuhan... it was quite fun lahx... haha... suppose to go East Coast cuz got class gathering mahx... then raining... so... haii... cancelled... well, suppose to be 20+ people then become 8 people go... WTF... ok... some of them got things to do while some of them are just simply liars... don't wish to mention their names... come on lahx... we hardly got this class gathering lorx... ok... maybe we still got next time... but you think ALL of us will be free??? for those who really got their own stuff to do... I don't blame you... cuz you are really busy... so I cannot force you to come... for those who just SIMPLY lying... I have got nothing to say except saying lies please don't make any loopholes ok... don't wan to come just say don't wan... then next outing we will NEVER EVER ask you... ok... is that fine...

ok... back to the outing... it was quite ok... just that because it is raining... so we have to stay at the void deck for a while till the rain is not so heavy... So we can say that we was quite pissed off with the outing cuz so less people turn up... and I did told Kuhan to cancel and we will plan nicely for the next outing... but he insist on having it... so what is the outcome of insisting? lolx... and after a while Bijay came... and we were actually quite suprised... haha... and so... the part I hated the most... Jeremy, Bijay and Kuhan smoking... it was so freaking smelly ok... hate it lorx... and plus 3 people smoking at one time... so after the rain stop we went to marina square... but first we don't know go where... I cannot remember what is the name... cuz Bijay and Vicky wanted to see the tatoo shop... 0.0... it was quite scary watching those people doing things on their bodies... OUCH! after that there was this lady from other shop... came out and scolded Sock Hui for blowing off the candle which was actually not her... it was KUHAN! the BEETLE! then Jeremy went to buy clothes... woots~~~ handsome... haha...

and we were walking and talking crap... haha... Jeremy looks so sad... don't know why... didn't ask him lahx... and we were like so bad lahx... leaving him behind and he slowly slowly walk... haii... I'm not very good and consoling people... so didn't ask him why lahx... hehe... baddie me... lolx... took a direct bus to Marina Square... Joyce and I was talking talking talking... then this idiot Jeremy sit behind me and was kicking the chair and messing my hair... grr... I bet he has mood swing man... after leaving the bus he became sad AGAIN! Weird guy isn't he... haii... and he didn't talk to me after that... why? I myself don't even know... =.=???... so Vicky and Kuhan left for job interview... without saying a bye to us girls... grr... but he did call us to apologise... so it was accepted... haha... after that... Daniel, Jeremy and Chang Rong don't know what their legs are made of... they walked soooooo freaking fast... and Jeremy said this is their slowest speed... grr... Sock Hui and Joycelyn don't know is it ai nian they all or what... kept asking them whether want to go for dinner...

Poor Sock Hui... call them so loud nobody answer her... then the Joycelyn called but it was simply noisy so the boys didn't answer her too... Daniel did... but only answered her first question... sigh... so they ask me to ask them... cuz they asked them so many times and now is my turn to ask... I was like =.=... so they pushed me in front and I called Daniel... so he turned and I said "Joycelyn called you."... lolx... bad me right... ya... anyway is not I want to ask wan... they want to come... then they come lorx... don't want... force them also no use mahx... right? so they didn't follow us in the end they went "HOME"... but I think their "HOME" is go out wan lahx... see their face where got go home so early wan... 00ps... haha...

then reached AMK... waited for the bus... poor joycelyn... she was asking Daniel where is he taking bus... and he replied a bye instead... lolx... cuz I said Bye to him... ok... my bad... sorryyy... haha... took bus 73 to Serangoon... go Chomp Chomp eat... is that how you spell it? ahh... I don't know... Ate Prawn Noodles and 1 big cup of sugar cane... haha... was super thirsty lahx... sat there at about 8pm... then Sock Hui went to buy food for her mum and brother... after that she took taxi back home... she offered to give me a ride... but I reject it... cuz I didn't want to go home sooo early... so went with joycelyn to take bus 73 back home... she was telling me what happen that time when she, sock hui and the boys went to the same place to eat... they was there till 12+ then they reach home about 1+... and I meant in the morning... if I were to get back home this late... OMG! I will be scolded to death man... WTF... curfew curfew curfew... it SUX the core MAN!!!

ahhh!!!! FREEDOM!!! I NEED FREEDOM!!!!!!!!!!!! I always must be back home around 10pm to 11+... And I just find it simply too EARLY!!! and I meant REALLY EARLY!!! gosh!!! ok... I know... I am a girl... but I did suggest something to my mum... like said if you feel that is too late just give me a call and I will tell you where I am... what is HP use for? Call or SMS right? and she said if she kept calling I will feel irritated by it... and I said of course not every 5 minutes lahx... let's say 1/2 hour or 1 hour like that lahx... but she just won't let me have my way... sigh... she insist that I am still a girl... cannot be out late at night is too dangerous...

but I told her... my guy friends can send me back... and she said NO NO NO!!! ahh!!! come on... I am 17 not 7... I can look after on my own... shucks! I hate this kind of curfew life!!! No matter what I suggest her answer is always no! she is just simply too stubborn... no matter what I said she just won't hear of it... haii...

ok... back to the outing... so Joyce and I waited for the bus 73 to arrive... then after that took bus 45 back home... and reached home at about 8+... EARLY right? cuz joyce have to go to school tomorrow and Sock Hui needs to bring the food back home as soon as possible... otherwise I will be back home at 11+ liao... haha... and I will be hearing my mum nagging again... ahh!! mums are always like that...

oh ya... went out with my mum on Fri... to Suntec City... she wanted to buy a hair cream at Body Shop... after buying went to eat... shop around... bought one pair of shorts and shirt... then before going home... my mum suggest to have a cup of coffee... so went to coffee bean... haha... after drinking... went home... around 10+ bahx... hmm... ohh ya... I saw David with his stead and Christ... haha... ok... shall stop here... buaii... happy april's fool day...

I need freedom!
Cassie
2 April 2007
3.30am

24 march 2007

2007-03-24T14:03:00.000+08:00

Yesterday went out with Sock Hui and Joyce to Marina Square to watch movie... ok... by right I'm suppose to go out with David,Lawrence,Jeremy and Jasmine... but must understand mahx... my secondary school friend very hard to ask them go out wan lorx... they always busy doing their stuff... lolx... but sooo sorry lahx... ok... haha... well... next time we also can go out together mahx... PLUS... we got 3 weeks holiday lehx... also can ask me out mahx... but also must see whether I have my CCA first lahx... hehe...

so like went to watch Mr Bean Holiday... it was hilarious... must go watch wor... is worth watching lahx... haha... then after that go walk walk... wanted to go KBox... but erm... I didn't want to cuz I just don't sing... And my singing is horrible... could you imagine listening to a horrible voice screaming out of their lungs... haha... that is dramatic... haha... but is true... my voice is really horrible... haha... plus we don't really have much money to go in cuz we didn't bring enough... then Sock Hui needa go for her dinner AT FIRST... but she didn't go in the end anyway... after that went to MAC and ate... and I was eating MacWing... when Sock Hui kept singing "听妈妈的话。。。快点吧鸡翅膀吃完。。。" ok... this is actually sang by Jay Chou... but she just change some parts of the lyrics... lolx...

after eating went to watch some models fashion show... haha... saw some mediacrop people lahx... like Irene Ang, Ix Shen, Erica Lee... etc... after which... took MRT to marina bay then back to AMK... to chit chat... called 3 of our other friends down... chat awhile... haha... then at about 10.30pm... Daniel and Chang Rong went back home... left the poor Jeremy sitting there...

Me: You all leaving... then he is the only boy there lehx...
Jeremy: I not boy... I girl...
Me: Ohh.... you girl huh... then what cup are you?
Jeremy: From A to B...
Me: huh... if you never say I also don't know de lehx...

then we were talking about what type is he wearing and so on... ok... goodness we are like so pervert asking that... haha... so we were talking lots of stuff lahx... before we were about to go back home... Jeremy and Sock Hui was talking about ghost stories... and I told them not to say cuz I have been hearing too much from Jasmine,David, Lawrence,Lai Qiang and Henry... but heng... it is already 11.00pm... and we have to leave already... and the tau hui said" Cassie... pull your skirt longer lehx... if not horrrr...." ok... she is abit crazy by the way... So Jeremy offered to send me home... then Sock Hui and Joycelyn decided to follow me too... they seldom do this ok... haha... if Jeremy not there you think they will do this? haha... Just Kidding nia... and when I went back home my mum was just nagging at me cuz she was worried for my safety... haii... no choice... mummies are always like that ya... haha...

so the day before Friday... David SMS me whether I wanted to go and watch movie... so I ask him the details... and he asked me to ask Jasmine to confirm... then when everything is confirmed... Joycelyn suddenly said that she is free on that day... grr... so ask Sock Hui whether she wants to go out... she said anything... so of course I rejected my ITE friends instead... cuz is like my this two friends are bussiness woman... very hard can ask them out... after a while Jasmine called me and kept asking me to go... I kept saying don't want till she gave up and ask David to pursuade me instead... and of course I said no lahx... then David said he will call me the and ask me where am I then maybe they will come and meet me lorx.. and i agreed... but guess what I waited for the WHOLE DAY... and not even a call came... grr... luckily got my friends pei me... if not I really waited until next morning... haha...

hmm... with this three weeks.. I'm gonna study... unless someone ask me out or if having CCA... must catch up with the others mahx... imagine we had finish the WHOLE EES book within 2 months plus... and I only know like about 30% of it... goodness!

ok... shall stop here... just came back from my CCA... so needa go bath nowwww... tata

lots of hugs and kisses
cassie
2.54pm
24 March 2007

19 March 2007

2007-03-19T21:36:00.000+08:00

hmm... is been like a week since i last update... haha... nothing much happen today... David kept explaining things to me... but I don't know who to believe... as there are two totally diffrent stories... soo... ya... I need sometime to think lahx... haiii...

helped my papa(Kevin) with his Java Project... but is like I totally don't know how to do sia... haha... needa ask a lot of people for help... I only manage to do the Calculate button and the text name "results"... haha... sorry ah papa... cannot help you much... told you my Java not very good liao... haii... see don't want to listen to me... now is I "yue bang yue mang" lorx... lolx...

after school... Jasmine went off with don't know who in the car leaving the poor Sihui standing there... and they are like so bad leave me alone in class and walk off... haha... then Sihui said "No lehx... I stand here and wait for you lehx... I very good de..." hahahahaha... then walk with Henry, Lai Qiang and Sihui to the expo MRT... after that, Sihui took bus 24 back home... actually wanted to take 24 too... but was rather tired so decided to take MRT with Lai Qing and Henry...

then I run to Lai Qiang and pulled his bag... he turn and fall down on the grass hardly... I was actually shock by it... Sihui was down there laughing... lolx... Henry was like no reaction... haha... then...

Lai Qiang: Don't come near me!
Me: Haha... pain a not?
Lai Qiang: Of course lahx...
Me: Sorry... Sorry... Sorry
Lai Qiang: Siao...
Me: Ehh... I say sorry le lehx...

lolx... then walk all the way to the MRT... they were like walking damn freaking fast... I don't know what their leg is made of... then Henry went to buy sweets at 7 Eleven... when we reach to the MRT... waited for like 5 mins for the bus... and the idiot Lai Qiang telling ghost stories... talking about the MRT incident... I think all of you should know right... I don't wish to reveal it cuz I'm afraid I'm not being able to sleep tonight... grrr.... they were talking about it like for the whole MRT journey lorx...

then they are making me scared... there are more stories other then the MRT incident... I was like so scared to listen I kept biting my lips sia... ahh!!! then the Henry kept making fun of me lorx... saying that my face look so pale after listening... then like want to cry want to cry like that... then the Lai Qiang always say "someone needs to pass through Bishan lehx."... as you know Bishan is dir**... I mean during the night time like 12am lahx... haha...after Lai Qiang alight at Bugis... Henry kept staring at something as though he had seen those "things"... I look at him and he was like laughing... and I told him don't make me scared lehx... but he kept continuing... ahh!!! after when I reach City Hall I faster alight before he continue it again...

I didn't know my ITE friends encounter this for like don't know how many times... and one person can tell don't know how many stories lorx... like last Friday Jasmine, Lawrence and David kept telling about the stories... I listen until I run away sia... haha... then today is Henry and Lai Qiang... wahh!!! I don't want watch ghost movie liao lahx...

ok... shall stop here... tata!!!

lots of huggies and kisses
19 March 2007
10.00pm

9 March 2007

2007-03-10T21:52:00.000+08:00

joycelyn sock hui, lalitha and me

yesterday went out with my secondary school friends... lolx... was like laughing, joking and talking crap... haha... went to meet sock hui and joyce at 3pm... lali was late as usual... haii... lolx... went to vivo to watch norbit... ok... i know this show is out long ago and only now we are watching because we don't have the time to meet up... suppose to watch Just Follow Law... but joyce has already watched it with her family... grr... after movie shop around then went up the last level to soak our leg... haha... i know that is crazy... took pics... well, some of them is very lame ya... slack there about 8+... went Subway to eat... talk till about 9+... walk around... after that went to take MRT to serangoon... lalitha needs to wait for another two stops before she can get down... so sad... lolx... ask joyce to accompany us till the bus comes... lolx... then waited for the 22 bus damn freaking long... finally there is a bus came but it just went off... grr... sock hui and I thought of taking taxi home when the bus finally came after a short while... stop at AMK interchange... then take another bus and home sweet home ... reach home at about 10+ to 11... lolx...

++lali++me++joyce++ =lali=me=joyce=again!

joyce sock hui me

*joyce*sock hui*me*

still got somemore... shall upload it othet day... ok... shall stop here... tata

with lots of huggies and kisses

cassie

10 March 2007

11.43pm

6 March 2007

2007-03-06T22:26:00.000+08:00

today was damn tired... was in school for the whole day... and I really meant whole day... ~~~Yawn~~~~ tired...

today had Java... and is like the cher help me to find whether got error a not... but the way he explain is like donald duck... don't know what is he explaining sia... after that EES... which was quite easy... just had a few prob with the truth table... we had a break at 12.30pm... suppose to end at 1.30pm... but because we had a talk about Navy at 2.00pm... so EES lesson was cancelled... means we had break till 2.00pm... reach there... ok... quite a few people came... take attendance... after the talk we had PIE... slack... after a while all the people who didn't come for the talk came to PIE... cher did some talking and presentation... after school at about 4 to 5+...

while walking to the lift Henry was like half dead...the conversation was like that...

Henry: I can even sleep while walking sia... die liao...
Me: Ask someone to carry you...
Henry: You ar?
Me: Me... you are a guy and plus I have no strength to carry you...
Henry: I see you also cannot carry me lahx...
Me: then you can mehx?
Henry: Wanna try?
Me: No thanks... haha...

Lame right? lolx... after that he went off for his CCA without saying bye to me... haii.. so bad... lolx... JK... went to Cafe 1 to have our lunch... cuz we will be having Visual Basics at 6pm... David, Sean and Lawrence went for Bridge Leader first... so only left Zhi Xuan, Beng Ho, Anthony, Xie Ning and me went for the VB first... and I was like the only girl there... diaoz... then the three of them join us later on... till about 8pm finish... slack for a little while... went off with Lawrence, Beng Ho and David... they were like singing non stop like crazy... saw Sean and Zhi Xuan on the way to the lift... and the three of them was like acting like gay by calling Sean and Zhi Xuan name in a girlish way... *goosebumps*... lolx...

wanted to take MRT back... but was too tired to go all the way to the MRT so went to take bus 22 instead... reach home about 10+... ~~~Yawn~~~ ... stop here... tomorrow continue... good night ... tata...

with lots of huggies and kisses
cassie
10.50pm
6 March 2007

pissed

2007-03-03T23:38:00.000+08:00

today actually didn't want to post... but someone make me damn fucking angry... he thought I did not know who is he talking about... he say I act cute and er xin... then the way I run I thought very cute... Please lahx... you can read my mind what am I thinking is it... I never think until like that lorx... I got offend you in any way ar... must like that say me is it? you got some eletronics in your mind that can read what people is thinking is it... please lahx... think before you talk lahx... never find out what happen don't anyhow say things...

you think you very handsome is it? Puke lorx... my dog is much more handsome than you ar... go back home and look yourself at the mirror... I can pick any guy outside that is more handsome than you lorx... what are you? nothing! u say I er xin you more er xin lorx... and is way more er xin ok... fucker... and next time say things say out the name lahx... why so secretive... dare to tell friends but don't dare to say who is the person... whoever is your girlfriend I wish her "good luck" ar... next time don't kao bei so much ok... and did you just come out from the mental hospital? otherwise why are you always saying things that is crazy... and everytime see you in class spoil my mood only... and you know what is the meaning of act cute a not... don't know go check dictionary lahx...

sorry if you all see my blog full of valgular... because someone make me damn angry... never do to him anything he come and say me for nothing... lolx... ok... just need to vent my anger here... before I go mad... haha

lots of huggies and kisses
cassie
3 March 2007
11.55pm

what happen on 2nd March 2007

2007-03-03T01:57:00.001+08:00

hi... I'm back again! whahahaha... today did Java project... but is also equals to never do lahx... cuz cher come late plus don't really know how to do... haii... ask people... they also busy with their own projects... lolx... but still did manage to do some lahx... then EES... was a bit blur at first cause don't know which one must connect... but after Mr Peter Tan teach it was quite easy le... lolx...

then today end damn early lorx... suppose to be at 1pm then end at 11+... lolx... after that went to cafe 1 to eat with Yvonne, Shwerwin and Lai Qiang... well, expected i didn't eat again... lolx... wasn't hungry lahx... and Shwerin said to Lai Qiang "Becareful later she eat your soul"... dioaz... lolx... then waited for Yvonne to but food... After she come back I went up to class cause I wanted to ask the cher what time start the remedial...

When I went up saw... Papa2(Kevin), Henry, Desmond and one more person... forget what is his name liao... lolx... at first couldn't see them clearly cause the sun was shining bright at me... the Henry say "Don't piak the wall... don't piak ar..." What can I do but to just diao at him lorx... haha... no time to bully him so just say a goodbye to him and my papa2... lolx...

went in the class and ask the cher what time start and then go back Cafe 1 find them... Yvonne thought I was going to buy food... I say I went out of the Cafe buy what sia? haha... then the Shwerin say "I thought you today so good eat vegeterian food." I was like a bit blur at what is he trying to say lahx... lolx... then the Lai Qiang eat the food until perspire... went up back to class for remedial... till about 1+... understand quite a bit liao... lolx... Beng Ho the face so red sia... didn't notice till papa1 come and tell me... I thought he go and drink wine then come to class... lolx

suppose to go mumtimedia there to do our Java Project... but it was close went to the Library it is also close... so in the end went to Library cafe with Yvonne,Xie Ning, Zhi Xuan and David... listen to Xie Ning teach the Java Project... understand a bit lahx... lolx... after that took 31 bus to interchange and took 22 bus back home...

ok... stop here for now... now damn tired... needa go and sleep... ~~~Yawn~~~ Tata...

lots of kisses and huggies
cassie
3 March 2007
2.00am

mama ignoring me!!! sad sad

2007-02-27T22:17:00.001+08:00

haii... today wasn't too happy... mama today like ignoring me... sad sad... he so byers... only sayang Jasmine... haha... then today recess with Papa(David), Beng Ho, Jie Jie (Jasmine), Yvonne, Cheryl, Sihui, Sherwin, Lawrence, Ngan Hong and mama(Lai Qiang)... was super funny lahx... lolx...

then after school went Tampanies with Jie Jie, Mama, Cheryl and Lawerence... the bus was like super squeezy lorx... then Lawerence went to buy something for his friend... as we need to wait for like half an hour to collect the thing cuz Lawerence wanted to engrave something on it... we went to Mos Burger to have a drink... and from then on mama then come talk to me... he thought i was angry with me... actually I was lahx... but just forget it... lolx...

after that I went home with Lawerence... while mama, Jie Jie and Cheryl went to interchange...

and I was like super pissed of with this person lahx... ever since I get to know him he always see me not happy... then since like that I also see him not happy lahx... then he always talk bad things about me to his friend lorx... WTF... I don't know him well... then he like that sia... *pissed*

okok... shall stop here...

lots of huggies and kisses
cassie
27 February 2007
10.35pm

what happen today? ?_?

2007-02-26T20:38:00.000+08:00

fu**... i was just blogging halfway and my whole com hang... and guess what! I have to blog all over again... *pissed*...

my blog is collecting dust as i never blog for like 4 days... no time to blog cuz of the java project... is like damn diffcult to do lorx... and time is running out... but we still like take it easy... lolx... oh ya… today morning when I was about to take MRT to school… I thought I forget to bring my ITE card… then my sec ez link card no $$$… then I go top up… when I reach to school… I found the card in my bag… diaoz… waste my $$$ and that time my mind was full of where I place my ITE card when I was in the MRT… haii… so careless of me ya…

during EES lesson... most of us was not listening to cher cuz so many people squeeze into one table... and I am not able to see it... plus we don't understand what he talking... so slack with my group of friends to talk... we was laughing all the way till the practical starts... even mr ericsson cannot stand us and kept telling us to shhhhhh... we was joking about the family thing... cuz i say David doesn't look like a student if people don't know him... he look more like a father to me... then he tried to act like a father... and he so bad sia... almost forgotten me as his daughter in his blog... so bad right... huai papa...lolx... and I told him he can really be a father liao... cuz he really act like one... then Lai Qiang is the mother cuz sometimes he really act like a girl... so we called him mama... haha...

then slowly one by one came to our side and slack... people like Jasmine, Anthony and Henry... then we decided to take Jasmine as the elder daughter, Anthony as the older son and Henry as the younger son... cuz he love to eat sweets mahx... so decided to take him as the younger son... then cheryl came in to join us... but she came a bit too late... otherwise shall take her as the oldest daughter... haha... then me as the youngest daughter… Lai Qiang was damn funny lorx… the way he acted as a mama was really hilarious… We was laughing our heads off… haha…

oh ya… must thank my older Kor Kor (Anthony)… cuz I don’t understand my EES… then he took the time to teach me slowly till I understand… haha… thank you… Then during recess I didn’t eat then they were saying “Cassie wants to eat soul le…” Lame right… then the Sherwin was saying in a gayish way “Ahh!! Don’t eat my soul…” then I started to beat him… haha… then during the Java lesson he was speaking in English but the tone is like Spanish… and I was laughing all the way… then come David… he was speaking Japanese and Indian… I was laughing and laughing and laughing… then David ask Sherwin to speak the Spanish way but he refuse to… till he go back to his seat… he started the Spanish speaking way again… haha… today was really a hilarious day lahx…

after that we had PE which was also damn fun… we was playing the low elements at the Adventure site… I don’t really know what is the place called lahx… haha… I copy from David’s blog one… the game is something like a team spirit lahx… we must hold each other hand and those who drop down must go to the starting point again… haha… then when it was David’s turn he kept going to the front then I also have to move to the front… the string kept moving sia… I almost drop… cuz too many people laughing liao… then when David was taking the wrong move… I always shout “David David! Wait…!!” Cuz Sihui was moving too fast and I was quite far away from her… but in the end David drop down and he have to go back from the start again…

after that I couldn’t balance myself then I almost fall on Henry… haha… luckily he is able to balance himself… otherwise I will be the one falling on top of him… then when I was moving to my right… I couldn’t balance myself again… Luckily Henry hold my hand on time… otherwise I will be the one going from the starting point again… during the middle we kept falling off sia… but the cher say never mind… cuz there is not much time left…then when we was about to go to the ending point… Sihui and the don’t know who fell off then they got to go back to the starting point… then Maisara always leave me alone… cuz she walk to fast then I am not be able to catch up with her… haha… it was super fun lahx… our friends was pushing us up when we was almost falling… lolx… then when we finish liao… Yvonne and Jasmine was way apart from each other… then the cher ask me to get up and help… haha… but I also kept falling cuz Yvonne was walking to fast and she kept going to the front then I have to follow her cuz the string wad moving and I was holding her hand… then we waited for Jasmine to come and join us… after a while we reach the ending point…

after PE… when we was walking back to take our valuables… Sherwin was asking me something… here it goes…

Sherwin: You just now suck whose soul?

Me: (pointing to Henry) He… haha

Henry: (blur) huh?

Sherwin: She say that she just now suck your soul…

Henry: (blur)

Sherwin: (to me) you don’t suddenly come and suck my soul ar…

Me: I tonight go and find you and suck your soul… haha

Then I cannot remember liao… haha STM…

After packing our things, go and mark attendance and so on… Beng Ho ask me whether I want to go join he and David to have a drink… he say he treat… I reject it cuz I say I am going back home with Mama (Lai Qiang) and Sihui… haha… I think he also got STM he kept asking me want a not… I kept saying don’t want… haha…

When reaching the bus stop…

Me: (to Henry) bye bye…

Henry: Bye… don’t knock onto the pole again hor…

See! He so bad right… kept reminding me of the incident… if you all are curious about what is happening… here it goes… I was on the way home with Sherwin and Yvonne… then I saw Henry at the bus stop… I wave bye to him… then when he wave back at me I didn’t see that there was a pole in front of me and I go and bang it… *ouch*… pain sia… haha…

Then I went to take 24 with Mama, elder sister(Jasmine), Sihui and Cheryl… then when I board the bus Azlin kept calling me and smsing me… then I totally forgot that I’m suppose to go back with them to Secondary School to take the N Level cert… then Lalitha call me me and ask me where am I now… I was like blur for a while… and think what date is today… then I remember… how forgetful can I be right… then I tell them go and take first I another day then go take… after that me and Lai Qiang take MRT back home… suppose to be Jasmine, Lai Qiang, Cheryl and me de… but they didn’t alight… so bad right they all… haha… then since I reach at the MRT... I might as well at the same time meet Azlin and Lalitha to take the N level cert... oh ya to all those 401 people... U all can go back and take your N level cert liao... lolx... remember to tell others also... cuz I don't have all of them the contact number... wah! really hope can meet you guys again sia... miss you guys to the max!!!

Okok… shall stop here… this will be the longesttttt post… lolx… oh ya… Lalitha… good luck in your result application tomorrow… hope you can get in… haha… and Noraini… don’t say my blog so dead liao… ok… at least I go into details on what is happening on the day… so DON’T COMPLAIN!!! Lolx…

Lots of huggies and kisses
Cassie
26 February 2007
9.40pm

A short Post

2007-02-22T23:15:00.000+08:00

now is already 11+.. and i'm still up blogging... haha... betta go to sleep after blogging... tomorrow have to wake up damn early...

ok... is not that i'm angry with him or what so ever... is just that I need some peace and quiet... so I hope you understand when u read this blog... I know you are still thinking that I am angry with you... but I really need some peace yea...

so java project is going to due soon... and guess what! I haven't even start calculating it yet... i only did the drop down box... and I tried to draw the circuit but when i open the java thing it didn't came out what I expected it to be... how now? haii... java is like so freaking diffcult lorx... need to understand what is the code all about... have to ask teacher about the project already... otherwise I will be wasting my time staring at the com thinking how to the fu***** project...

ok.... this will be a short post... will update tomorrow... tata

lots of huggies and kisses
cassie
11.22pm
22/2/2007

chinese new year day

2007-02-20T20:34:00.000+08:00

time flies right? haiz... chinese new year celebration pass just like that... is seems like today is the chinese new year eve and we are having a renuion later... lolx... what can i say but only time flies really fast... and tomorrow have to go to school... SIAN! lolx...

what happen on the first day of the chinese new year? woke up very early... i think around 8+... don't know why always the first day of chinese new year must wake up so early... i didn't have enough sleep the day before... think only had 5 to 6 hours sleep... lolx... i drag myself out of bed... went to bath, eat and everything... by 9+ we left the house to go to my uncle house... after that we went to visit all my father side the relative first... haha... collected quite a number of red packet... at the end of the visit... there is still time left so decided to go to my mother side on the first day... oh... when we went to my father side the relative at Toa Payoh there is this two cute little boy running around the house... haha... I took video of them running away to prevent me from taking them... haha... cute lahx they all...

back to my mum's side visit... not really close to my mum side the relative so didn't talk much... just that they keep asking me to eat and I said no cuz i was really full from eating during the last few visits... sat for awhile went to my ah ma house at serangoon... sat for awhile... chit chatting... and so on... left at 7+... then home swit home...

second day... nothing much... went to my auntie house... eat, play games, watch TV and so on... haha... played with the babies... so cute sia! haha... bt didn't dare to carry them cuz baby the neck is so fragile... scared i nt careful enough then i must be responsible for it sia... lolx... left the place at 7+ again.... sian... this year the chinese new year is quite boring lahx... lolx...

ok... shall stop here... haiz... tomorrow need to go to school liao... sian Sian SIan SIAn... SIAN!

lots of loves and huggies
cassie
20 Feb 2007
8.53pm

freaking stress

2007-02-14T21:28:00.000+08:00

wow! it looks like i haven't update my blog for quite sometime... was rather busy and stress up these few days... tomorrow will be having my nafa test... die... sit and reach sure fail 1... i cannot even stretch... i myself don't even know why... haii... hope the 2.4 can pass sia... is been rather a long time since i run after i graduate from sec sch... whahahahaha... hope tomorrow will be a blessful day for me sia... lolx

ok... i'm having a java project right now... is a individual 1... wah lao... is so freaking diffcult lorx... need to modify here and there... I'm like totally lost... I myself don't even know what am I doing... ask my friend so much question... read the books... n i only understand a bit... WTF... wah lao... what can i say but sometimes Java do suc**... haii... what to do... if i change course also no use I'm not being able to catch up with the others... someone please help me and get out of this stress life I'm having now!!!

today is valentine day... saw lots of couple outside... haha... was envy of them for having such a sweet BF or GF... haha... anw happy valentine day to the people out there...

shall stop here... and try to relax myself... lolx...

lots of kisses and huggies
cassie
14 feb 2007

what the f*** happen today?

2007-02-09T22:35:00.000+08:00

today was like so freaking pissed of with my mum... Cuz I went together with my friend to the bus stop and waited quite long for the bus... And when I reach to AMK... I found that the time was still quite early... so I decided to follow my friend to my Sec sch to check our friend the O level results... then I told my friend that I only can stay for awhile cuz i following my mum to buy clothes for CNY... then I thought of leaving the school at 3.30pm... when I was about to leave the school my mum called me and ask where am I... I told her I was in my sec sch on the way back... she ask me why I was there... I told her that I went to visit cher at the same time check my friend O level results... Then she kept shouting at me asking me why I cannot go back to school another day why must it be today... then she tell me that she is not going to buy clothes for me already then she hang up the phone...

then she called my father and told him what happen... my father called me and ask me why I made my mum angry... I told him I just come here and and visit the school for a short while and see the O level results... is that wrong? then I told him that if she wants to go I will go... but if she don't want there is nothing I can do... then he ask me to call my mum but I refuse to do so... then I say forget I go buy my own instead... then I put down the phone angrily...

after that when I was about to leave the school gate she call me again telling me she will not buy clothes for me for the CNY... asking me to settle it on my own instead... then she put down the phone again... when I reached home she was shouting at me again... and I told her that I go and see my friend's O level result... then she say what has her O level got to do with me... then I just don't bother to answer her and just walk straight to my room... then she kept banging the room door the main door and bla bla bla...

I was like for one small little thing and you are finding fault with me? this is so not fair... my brother did something even worst than me but she never say anything... didn't scold him or what so ever... even there is a scolding... it will be over in a day or just for awhile... now for this small little thing you shouting at me? And now what! Not talking to me! I know is partly my fault cuz you ask me to come home as early as possible but I go to my Sec school instead of coming back home straight... but do you need to shout at me for just one small little thing... next what! not talking to me for a week? WTF! no matter what I did I'm always the one ending up saying sorry... no matter is it her fault or my fault... this is really not fair at all! I don't see she is doing this to my brother... and now she is doing it on me... lile WTF lorx...

don't tell me buy clothes need 5 hours lorx... we are just going to Bishan and I think mostly need at least an hour of shopping... wah lao! unless my sec sch is far from my home of course I can understand why is she angry or maybe we are shopping somewhere far... but is only like 20 minutes journey... and you are shouting at me just because I came back home a little late like around 3.45pm? the most latest reach home maybe around 10+... I always go shopping with my mum always come back home this late too... so does it make any diffrence? no right? *pissed*

love
cassie
9 feb 2007
11.20pm

what happen in class for the pass few days...

2007-02-08T19:23:00.000+08:00

~~Friday~~
Last Friday days met up with my secondary school friends ... I was like waiting for them for like 1 hour plus in school... cuz they took bus 31 from Toa Payoh till Simei... and I kept walking around the school while waiting for them... then decided to sit somewhere to go and prepare for my EES test... haha... then we went to tampanies the pizza hut to have out lunch... We have so much things to talk about ... whahaha... we were like laughing our heads off when we were at there... lolx...

~~ Tuesday~~
just had my EES test last two days ago... it was ok... bt there was not enough time to do it so the rest of the question I just anyhow scribble... ahh!! like that how to pass... die liao lahx... sianx... cher said he might be giving us the theory paper tomorrow... then the pratical test will be next time... by right he should give us the pratical first cuz we will be having a retest... then we will know where go wrong then we know what to do when the next test comes mahx... haii... then when we were having our PIE lesson... our EES teacher came in and wanted to find me and my friend... I was too engrossed in what is happening and i didn't know that he came in... and my friend called me as if like she is trying to scare me out of my life... and of course I did shout but I shouted in a funny way... so most of them was laughing at the way I was shouting...

then after school decided to have dinner at Long John Silver.. at tampanies AGAIN! so we waited for the bus like so freaking long... that we decided to go to the other side of the bus stop... when we walk halfway... the bus came towards to the bus stop where we are suppose to take... and the bus not a lot of people... then one of my friend suggest that we run back... and we ran back like an idiot... while running something embrrassed actually happened... don't wish to reveal it cuz it will be too embrrassing... it was not me but one of my friend... after reaching to the interchange... we cannot decide where should we go... suppose to go to Bedok... but it seems like that is nothing to eat at all... so decided to eat at tampanies...

I was talking to my friend while we were walking there... after ordering our food... a little girl thought I was talking to myself because I was using a earpiece to talk to my friend... then I told my friend to put the tray the other side of the table cuz there is no space for me to put... so they was staring at me thought that I was talking to my friend on the phone... then I see how come they no reaction so I told them again... but still no reaction... then i turn then two of my frens was like staring at me thought that I was talking to who... then i told them I was talking to the both of them they were like Ohhhh... haha... When I was eating... I was too engrossed in talking to my friend... till my chicken drop onto the plate then two of my friends sitting beside me was being shock at what happen... haha... ok... i know is not funny when reading it here... but when u were at the scene u will be laughing your heads off... whahahahaha...

~~Today~~
Today the java lesson was ok... cuz we just have to copy what's in the book to the computer... but if come to exercise I don't think I will be able to do it lorx... haish... must go and study liao lahx... if not I cannot catch up with de others le... lolx...

Met up with my secondary school friends again... and i waited for 1 hour again cuz I finish school at 11.20am while my friend finish at 1pm... was actually thinking whether I should go a not cuz I meeting my mum today to go somewhere... but since I'm going out with her tomorrow so decided to go with my friends to polyclinic instead... cuz she was sick mahx... lolx... while waiting for my friend... my this friend accompany me till about 12+... cuz he is also waiting for his friend mahx... so we stand at the forum and chat till his friend comes... whahahahaha... was chatting something quite lame lahx... lolx... but at least he is good enough to accompany me for a short while... after he left I went up to 5th floor to wait for my friend then took a bus to tampanies... then took another bus to Sengkang... waited for my another friend and she was like taking quite long to come... it seems like it took 100 years for her to come...

then after she came we went to polyclinic, went to eat... haha... only one of my friend eaten... cuz I was not so hungry at that time while my other friend have no money... so we just watch her eat... lolx... kk... stop here le... this will be the longest post I will ever write... lolx... buaii...

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Cassie
8 Feb 2006
9.05pm

my life

2007-02-05T22:00:00.000+08:00

today morning woke up damn early... abt 6.30am... suppose to wake up at 6.15am... bt was too tired to get out of bed because yesterday slept about 12+ to 1+... couldn't get to sleep... didn't really concentrate in class today... cuz was really tired... n this is my punishment for not sleeping early... haii...

hmm... today Mr Ericson didn't come today... don't know the reason why... then this teacher(don't know what is his name) relieve our class... did pratical... was pretty easy... cuz did this a few times back then... haii... bt when come to the test i can't even do... wth... so there will be a EES pratical test again... but not sure when will it be... was very stress during my java lessons today... don't know what is the teacher talking about because my friends and I came in late... by the time we reach he already explain finish so didn't manage to listen... java is really damn diffcult lorx... need to remember this and that... haii..

suppose to meet my friends at hougang mall to study... but they wanted to go home and change... I thought it will be okay for me... but it turn out that once I reach home I'm lazy to get out of the house to go all the way to Hougang... so in the end I didn't turn up... haha... sry about that...

pretty nervous for my EES test tomorrow... especially in Theory... I can't even do my practical properly... Theory is even worst liao... die lahx tomorrow... wonder how the paper will turn out? Diffcult or average... defintely will not be easy... if it is easy it will not be call a test liao... now doing some last minute revision... what i have to study i study liao... so wish me luck tomorrow...

okok... shall stop here... have to go and study for my test tomorrow... if not tomorrow I die liao... buaii buaii...

end...
cassie
10.14pm...

my life in ITE

2007-02-03T20:54:00.000+08:00

hi... well is not the first time I blog lahx... cuz last time I usually have blog at friendster but didn't have much time to update so i went to delete off instead... haha

hmm... really prefer my sec sch days lahx... even though there is some misunderstandings last time but we r still as close and united as a class... miss the days where we use to laugh, cry, play, gossiping n telling each other feelings n most of all enjoy each other company when we go out... can click with each other so well in such a short period... use to have so much fun back then

but the moment I step into ITE everything change lorx... back then use to b so talkative, hyper active and so call a noisy girl lahx... haha... but now is diffrent... especially my class the boys lahx... not all of them lahx but some lorx... sometimes they talk to me sometimes they treat me like i never exsist... very saddening right... talk to them nicely then they lyk show me attitude... what the f***... then when my fren was talking to their other friend the boys will be like standing one side and I will standing another side alone... waiting for my friend to finish talking... the way they treat my fren n me is like totally diffrent... they treat my friends like so good while they treat me like i never ever exsist... how will you feel if you were me? wish when time goes by our class will get closer and more united lorx... almost going to one month liao still haven't know each other well... haii...

wish can go back to the time when i use to have to much fun... I was so much happier back then... maybe they don't know how I feel cuz they are not me... juz met my sec fren a couple of days ago... and I was laughing my heads off when I was with them... then I juz realise that they really bring a lot of joy to me... don't know what will I be without them... when I was with them I really could forget all the troubles that I had in me... haha... miracle rite... haha... wish my ITE friend will be like them also lorx... bring a lot of joy and laughter to the class... lolx...

hmm... will be having EES test on the 6 Feb... is lyk so fast have test le... sian... haven't really prepare 4 it... okok... shall stop here.... have to go and study le... if not Tues I die liao... good luck everybody... buaii buaii...

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10/9/2007

VENTING ANGERS DAY!

*pissed*

what did I did for this week...

just a short post...

what i did for the past few days

29 May 2007

have i done anything wrong?

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to the SUCKER who has been spamming my blog...

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*pissed*

what happen on 2nd March 2007

mama ignoring me!!! *sad sad*

what happen today? ?_?

A short Post

chinese new year day

freaking stress

what the f*** happen today?

what happen in class for the pass few days...

my life

my life in ITE

pissed

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mama ignoring me!!! sad sad